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Last published Wed, Feb 13, 2019
//.trigger warning.\\: suicidal thoughts, self harm, mental illness, loneliness, hopelessness, etc.
.this is like an outlet for me. it's a way for me to express my true thoughts, feelings, pains, struggles, and troubles. please, don't judge. please, keep your hate to yourself. please. i have enough to deal with.
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Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.Complete
A Life Worth Living «tree bros »
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___________❦ 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗦𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗠𝗮𝘆 𝟮𝟯, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗘𝗻𝗱 𝗗𝗮𝘁𝗲: 𝗔𝘂𝗴 𝟭𝟲, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟮 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗣𝗹𝗼𝘁: 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗲𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗴𝘂𝘆 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗱, 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮. 𝗛𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮'𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗕𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗰𝗿𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹. 𝗞𝗮𝗴𝗲𝘆𝗮𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗛𝗶𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵? 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀: 𝗦𝗺𝘂𝘁 𝗖𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗕𝗼𝘆𝘅𝗕𝗼𝘆 𝗠𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗴 𝗢𝗺𝗲𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲Complete
𝟿 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜 ~Tsuki x Hinata~
𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎, 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛-𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚢𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎> 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚍?> 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙?> 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝? ~𝚑𝚎𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌 𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍, 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝟶𝟼/𝟷𝟶/𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶. ☗𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙨☗ ◦𝚊𝚋𝚞𝚜𝚎 ◦𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖 ◦𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛s ◦𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚎 ◦𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕 𝙼/𝙰 ◦𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚖𝚞𝚝 ☗𝙞 𝙙𝙤 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨/𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗺𝗲☗Complete
Depressed Hinata
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Locked In
You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.Complete
ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴀ ꜱᴀᴅ ꜱᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀʏ
𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲, 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗴𝘆. 𝗛𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲. 𝗛𝗼𝘄𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝗞𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸. 𝗡𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗴𝗻𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻. 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀, 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘁 𝗕𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗴𝗼. ⚠︎Waring:︎This Book Includes- ☹︎self harm ☹︎depression ☹︎suicide (mention/attempt) ☹︎anorexia ☹︎death ✔︎But it also includes- ☻︎Kiribaku ☻︎Shinkami ☻︎No quirks ☻︎No uniforms ☻︎boyxboy so if you don't like they then fuck offComplete
Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.
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