My Dearest Lover

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Parts 6

Ongoing<5 mins

Last published Sun, Sep 17, 2017

I have heard a lot bout him Buh he is better than what people say he is. I think I have fallen in love buh is that love strong enough to get my dearest lover?

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The One After [SHAWN MENDES]
He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22
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Say You Want Me
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Pen Pals (Plot Twist!)
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Physical Attraction
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The Scars of a Wolf
The wolf attacked me and I feel as though now bearing these scars I am alive but a part of me is dead. No one could love me, no one will love this tampered body but one. He is the one I truly love and he loves me until he tells me his secret. The one that will tear us a part and the one that will put me in danger. Is it love now? Or was it all just a lie?
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This Thing That Breaks My Heart
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I knew he would break me someday. But I am drawn to him. He's my poison, I've tasted him and his venom run through my veins
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The One After [SHAWN MENDES]

He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22

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