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"     Do you know how it feels to just know that you're going to die? It wasn't what I had ever expected. I didn't think "Oh no! My parents are gonna read my diary." or "Now I'll never get to kiss my dream boy." That's not what I thought at all.

    I felt completely free. I felt at peace. I knew that I would never have to feel pain again. I was happy to die, and I was glad it was over.

   The last thing I remember are the sirens and their flashing lights, and two men in white hoisting me onto a gurney, and putting me in the back of an ambulance. I remember I picked my head up just enough see my parents standing at the end of the driveway. My mother looked numb. Her eyes were puffy and her hair was a mess. My dad stood next to her holding her waist. He had a stressed look on his face. It was mixed with dissapointment. It was a look I had seen all too many times,

   I closed my eyes after that and girl didn't open them until 2 months later.       "

   Sage Markerey is a 16 year old that forgot who she is after a concussion that sent her into a coma. When she hears she tried to kill herself, and was a drug addict, she is disgusted and surprised and decides right then that is not who she wants to be.
   Through her art and dreams, she begins to relive awful memories that she cannot completely understand, and no one around her seems to know the real reason she was in such a depression.

   But Sage is desperate to find out who she was before, and why she felt like her life wasn't worth living, all while transforming herself into the person she really wants to be.


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"You're disgusting. You're filth. Nothing but a cum rag. How does it feel being at the lowest of the low?" He's her worst nightmare The Devil. The anger. The anguish. The pain. Nothing could hurt her as much as he continues too Then again. He took her in, fed her, gave her a second chance at life. One much brighter than what she came to know. He's her saviour But she can only take so much. And one day, after years of torture, she will care. And she will fight back She will live again Follow the story of a woman just as any other After a tragedy during her teenage years, Morgan Dunn loses her way. With life bearing down on her, Morgan tries everything to survive a cruel world and and even crueller marriage Desperation. Agony. Pain. Morgan is taken to her limits and she falls under a statistic that has gloomed over women for decades Then she finds a glimmer of light in the darkness when a man with a similar situation as hers falls onto her lap one day. And Morgan begins to see life differently through the eyes of another lost soul But as she she tries to rise to her feet, Fate has a different plan for her and all of her past mistakes and regrets come back to haunt her as she fights her inner demons to find herself again And even then, Morgan chooses not to give up or surrender. She chooses life. She chooses to live This is Morgan. This is her life. Retelling the raw, unaltered truth about her brush with death, her descend, her wounds and scars. And her journey to beat life at its own game This is Morgan The death of Mrs Ross TW- contains sexual assault, domestic violence and abuse, very mature language and scenes