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Growing Up

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Bahagian 8
Masa 12m

Bacaan 42
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Bahagian 8
Masa 12m

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I was just a happy little girl, all i did was mess around, laugh, play, and not give a care in the world.

I thought the world was a happy place.



I thought that everyone was a friend that would never leave.

Never have I ever been more wrong...


Third grade


"Hey!!! Hana, wanna play?"

"Sorry, I dont want to."



"Ayla! Can we play?" 

"I'm moving, I don't wanna get closer to you."


Fourth grade

"Payton??? Are you also going to leave me...?"

"Sorry, but I have to..."


Fifth grade

"Izzi, we're going to be griends forever, right?"

"HA, why would i wanna be friends with you? You're a stupid girl, bye."

I was ready to see my friends... Everyday, but... They all left me... It was lonely... It was hard...

But... What hurt the most was that they were all my best friends... And yet they left me... Alone, sad, scared, and anxious to have friends...Hak Cipta Terpelihara

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