a girl Edward?

I lost my mother and tried to get her back but lost my arm and leg in the process.The worst part is that I brought my best friend into it and she lost her entire body and I had to put her in an armor. When I go to become an alchemist I meet someone exactly like me!!!!Do I feel a bit of a spark?!?!?! I don't know this feeling.......
(I do not own any of the fullmetal Alchemist)