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Dismissal Abyss of Black Nothingness.

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Reads 69
Votes 9
Parts 4
Time 40m

signedstrangerxo

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cutting death disorder healing heartbreak life lonely lost love mature mental mentalillness pain paranoia scars stronglanguage suicide violence wounds

Warning: 
This is definitely not a love story.
This is a story about a boy.
This is story of suffering, affliction,  love, attachment, a whole lot of pain and the never ending fear of not knowing the future and what is to happen next. That's my life. 
You've been invited to read it, learn from it, cry over it and accept it. 
Just the way it is. Just the way it happened.
We get one life, and we choose what to do with it.
This is what I chose.
And I chose for the last time, to share it, and close this chapter in my life.
For once and for all.
You've been warned.All Rights Reserved

cutting death disorder healing heartbreak life lonely lost love mature mental mentalillness pain paranoia scars stronglanguage suicide violence wounds

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