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Old Stuff

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Parts 26
Time 9 minutes

Reads 159
Votes 48
Parts 26
Time 9 minutes

bored confused friendship happy hate hurt issues life love random sad school

"Lips pulled in a permanent smile
I happily put on the façade
Hoping I can deceive everyone
Probably one day, I could deceive myself
Some people ask how I'm doing
And I reply with the smile still in place
Hoping they would look into my eyes
And see the lonely prisoner within
The smile they see hides so much pain
My pillow would know since it soaks all the tears
I wish I could scream it out
But no one wants to hear
They are content with the smile on my face
And perhaps I will learn to be content too."

D.I.B


This is a collection of poems I wrote back in 2016.All Rights Reserved

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