Invisible rules

" for mad I may be . But I will never be convenient"

I have made a close observation of the adult species and have come to a theory to explain their absurd behavior .

Adults like to mime their life , pretend to create rules that don't exist in order to create a show for the people watching ( aka society ). Just like a mime , an adult is a sad and miserable person who lives life in black and white .

Hi my name is Aisha, I'm 17 years old in my first year of university . For the past one year I have been searching for this book of rules that the doctor who delivered me obviously forgot to give me . This magical book of rules which everyone has except me. A book which answers all their questions , and the absence of it makes me wonder horrible things like the word why ? Why do I have to wear abaya but, I'm not allowed to cut my fathers Massimo Dutti suit pants above his ankles ? Why doesn't my brother ever learn to cook ? Why doesn't aunty just get a divorce if her husband doesn't take care of her or keep her happy? Why can't I questions father's decisions ? And most of all WHY CANT I ASK WHY ?!

You see I'm clearly missing something here . This book is about every other colorful and happy kid or adult for that is stuck in this invisible cage of rules that they just can't see , for ever other person who's doctor forgot to give them their book of rules . If this is you then keep reading this book ❤️