Confidently Lost
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sat, Sep 23, 2017
When I tell people that I don't need help, I mean it. I'm happy with being wrong and I don't want to learn from my mistake nor do I necessarily need to. I don't happen to know where I want to go or who I want to be, but that's completely fine by my standards. As long as I'm a human being on this planet I don't want to waste time on dwelling on unimportant information that makes me a model citizen. There's no need to 'pave your own road' when you can walk through the wilderness and enjoy the serenity and pureness of the earth without destruction.
-Bernadette "Bernie" Raza
3:00 A.M. August 4, 20XX
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I need to get into a good college, so I can get hired for a good job and have a nice family with a few kids. My room must be kept neat just like my life, there's a schedule to follow to maintain order and calm. People must follow laws and rules that keep us safe and tidy in our individual lives and not-so-individual lives. Once you understand the value of consistency, you understand the value of a fortunate lifestyle. There is something so relaxing about following a routine and knowing that you are doing it well. You can give yourself a future by planning ahead
-Damian Maxwell Briggson
3:07 A.M. August 4, 20XX
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