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The World Outside My Glasses

megan_40andliz_53

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Reads 19,389
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Parts 51
Time 6h 22m

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She was a walking sad song. Her soul was a beautiful melody but her mind told lyrics about the razors that kiss her skin, the frowns and the tear-stained cheeks. Her veins silently vibrate with the faint beating of her shattered heart. She hides her demons behind a sweet smile, silently screaming for help. 

She drowns in bottled up thoughts and insults "too fat" "too loud" "too smart" she was too much so she removes a part of herself by crying an ocean of tears at 4 am and the only thing that's holding her together was her fragile arms and the razors by her side. 

She opens up her skin desperately wanting to be free she's been trying to feel better but nothing ever worked so she ended up as a sad song playing in an old coffee shop with barely anyone listening to her. 

But in the corner of the coffee shop, someone's enjoying their morning coffee with her tune happily stuck in their head.All Rights Reserved

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Because Of Him by Love_Sucks21

As a young girl she was only happy. Not a care in the world or insecurity to worry about. She was a bigger girl and was teased when she reached 3rd grade. She cried her tears to her mom, but as she got older she cried them to herself. Alone in the dark as a tear rolls off her nose, she drops her head and lets out a big scream into her pillow. Not to let her parents hear, this is beginning to become her normal routine. Her tears dry and she lays on her back looking up at the ceiling, her body is cold and life less. Suicide has become an appealing option to her. But instead she pushes those thoughts back and rolls over on her side and drifts off to sleep, alone and empty inside, she was now beautifully curvy but her insecurities never let her see that. Until the new bad boy comes into play and changes everything

Chubby ✔️ by ice_olatedwriter

A girl who has been called chubby her whole life. By everyone. She wants to be a model; thinking it might make her pretty and people would stop calling her names and laughing at her for thinking she had a career in modeling. So she applies to a modeling school. The best in town. Her dream is to be a model. Yet, she is brutally rejected when she applies which completely shatters her heart. Her parents never supported her. So after she's rejected, instead of consoling her; they criticize her even more. She never really had friends to begin with; and now that the news of being rejected from the modeling school spread, no one would even look at her in a friendly way. She was mocked. She was bullied. The words kept changing. From chubby to fat. From stupid to worthless With the excessive amount of bullying, she fell into depression. Hard. She stopped eating. Maybe it'll make the horrible words go away?

Faults and Failure by anxo_eyes

"You went to the medical centre on Friday. I begged them to let me see you, but they refused to let me see you. It's now Sunday and you're still in there probably being bombarded with questions, your eyeliner long washed off due to tour constant tears. I miss you, I need you here. I want to hold you and protect you, to keep the questioning people away. To kiss all the pain and make it go away. But I can't, I can't. I'm so useless. I'm so sorry." Kats life has been fucked up from the day she had entered it, she has lost all the people she ever cared about and had her home town striped from her. She vowed to herself not to let anyone close, to not let her heart wander too easily. But that's hard when people start caring for you.

My Savior by ladyxmas

Hazel has brown hair with blonde streaks and a red tint, that goes half way down her back and is straight but occasionally has a couple waves. She has bright green eyes and is drop dead gorgeous with a small figure but she has a booty ( if ya know what i mean ;) ). Regardless of her looks she is constantly made fun of in anyway the kids at her high school can make fun of her. She's about halfway through her senior year when the story starts. Hazel's hobbies are ice skating and minecraft but she's extremely smart and tends to get straight A's... Which she is made fun of for. Because of the bullies and her dad, who beats her and her mom, Hazel is very introverted and slightly bulimic (bulimic is when you voluntarily throw up usually to become skinnier). She spends her days sitting in her room watching her favorite youtubers, bajancanadian and asfjerome, and making youtube videos herself. Her biggest dream is to get a job with youtube and move out of her hellhole.

Little Sweet Dreamer - Wattys Edition by Leeleeace1

"Oh," he said, as my back hit the wooden wall. Damn it, of course. With nowhere to go, his arms locked me in between him and the wall. He stared down at me as he said, "So you're trying to piss me off?" His lips were surprisingly close to mine. No guy would ever be this close to me in real life, let alone me being able to handle it; I would've been so timid and afraid. But this was the dream world. I could speak and be as brave as I wanted to. "Yeah, I am," I said. "What are you gonna do about it?" He paused as his eyes looked between the two of mine. Then, he smirked and swiftly closed the gap between our lips. ~~ In a small town in New York, Hazel is your average quiet type. In a school full of clichés, she falls perfectly under the category of "nerd" and has her own little nerdy group of people she loves to hang around. They respect the fact that she's non-verbal. The thing that plagues her is her ability to go through anybody's and everybody's dreams which has a nasty side effect--she lost her ability to speak in the real world. This is not something she can control, nor something that's necessarily dangerous. It just happens. One second she's in darkness, the next second she happens to be in someone's dream. But, when she stumbles into a dream of a guy she never knew existed in her grade of 500 students, albeit his popular status, both her worlds get flipped upside down.

Moving In by _CallMe_Crazy

Blaze White is the New Girl at the Prep school in her mothers old home town. But her only goal for senior year is to keep a low profile, no friends, no parties and NO boys. Axel may be adored and worshipped by his peer-but he hates people, except 5. So when a beautiful but closed off girl suddenly enters his group. He is not welcoming of the mysterious beauty despite the pull they both feel. •••• WARNING: This was written many moons ago. I have decided to put it back up because of a large request from readers. However, I was a kid when I wrote this so take it with a grain of salt. *** Like a deer in head lights, I freeze and watch as the car comes towards me expecting to get hit. But to my surprise, the car swerves to the side slightly next to me and comes to a stop. I take a deep breath I didn't know I was holding at the driver's side door swings open and a very pissed off Axel steps out. "Thank god," I mumble and place my hands on my knees to catch my breath. "Blaze?" He says and I hate it. I hate how he says my name as if it's his. Like he knows it's the only thing I want to hear, him calling out to me, looking at me, focused to me. It's the first time in my life I wanted someone's attention so badly I didn't care how I got it. And that was too dangerous for me to hold onto. "Are you insane or some shit? I could have killed you!" He says and starts to walk towards me. I take a big breath and step back away from him, "s-stop! Axel," I stutter still panting. It's then he notices the blood on my hands and shirt. "Is that blood?" He asks staring at my shirt and I take another step back. "Stop, stay b-back," I try to say confidently but I can't even breath right. Realizing he won't listen I start to turn around planning to make a break for it. "Don't run from me Blaze it won't go well," he growls reading my thoughts causing me to freeze in my spot. "Do not ever think you can get away from me."

Unconquered by deexquisite

(Completed; Edited) #Second Place in the Grand Dame Awards (14th February 2019) hosted by Majestic Inc. #Reader's Choice Award (23rd February 2020) in The Blossoming Story Awards. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Reminisce and cherish the past, cringe and shudder at the past. But never live in the past. The present is pleasant, like a gift full of surprises to you, and you better open it up before someone else snatches it away from you." °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°• He was her childhood crush. She liked him very much; in fact, she thought she was in love. But boy was she wrong! Even though he knew how much she fancied him all along, he only kept bullying her time and again. So now, she hates him with every ounce of her blood. But the twist is, he's head over heals for her now. Ruby Shaw is someone who hates her home town and would rather stay somewhere else than her old house. But she has to come back home after almost five years; back to the place which contributed only bad memories for her. When she runs into him again after so many years, would she be able to suppress her long lost feelings and force them to remain dormant? Would she let him conquer her even though she remains so adamant to stay UNCONQUERED? •°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° "We both were crying. He was crying because he knew he was fucked up. I was crying because he was the one who fucked me up." *************** [Previously known as "I'm Over You"] WARNING: Contains usage of strong language and triggering content. Read at your own risk.

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The Bad Girl That's Not Really Bad by Everlark2000

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