Blue Beanie
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MatureComplete Sat, Dec 16, 20171h 53m
Asher never fits in.. he hides everything from everyone because he knows nobody wants to hear what he wants to say. He never had a loving caring family like everyone else does he in fact he has the complete opposite so what will he do when he finds the boy that's turns his depression upside down. Someone to truly care a lot about and someone you think about when your at your limit. But we all have secrets we hide and never want to show not even to the kindest soul. So what will they do to trust each other? What will they do to the extent between love and friendship? And what will Asher do when the only person that ever thought about him leaves his sight...
*SMUT, GAY, ABUSE WARNING (smut at last chapter)*
I mean there is nothing wrong with gays but if your homophobic I suggest you stay away lol
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Hey author speaking! Just wanna point out tips if you interested in reading :D
•don't read to fast you might miss out on something~
•There will be some boy action so if you don't like smut or if your homophobic then I suggest you dodge that chapter when it is made~
•Asher house is outside of town sorta like the deep suburb but deeper and there are no houses around for a few mintues out. But keep in mind that his house is only about one long block away from the school~
•the pictures in the beginning chapters and future chapters might have visuals of the characters and setting appearance so don't miss out on that~
Well that's all the tips I have for now but if your confused on something or spot a error please feel free to comment!
Thank you for reading Blue Beanie ~~~~~
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Oh and I don't own the photos
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