Insane

"l tried telling myself reasons why I should stay alive, but then a reason of why I wanted to die is stronger than all of them.

I was too tired of knowing. Tired of lies I clearly know the truth. Tired of these emotions that's not mine..

And slowly absorbing into me becoming mine.

I am slowly losing myself. I was losing my personality and my sanity.

I'm slowly turning insane.

And no one would bother to care."

Grey Darren had a thought of suiciding. To run away from these thoughts that absorbed into her. To run away from all the people that talks in their head especially about herself. She knows everything. She have no friends, and so she was kept alone in her own bottled up depressions.

As the days passed by, she knows she's going to be at chaos with her battling mind and that's when she knows, she had reached the point of her insanity.

And no one could save her.

***

"The moment I saw her, I could tell she have problems with herself. She was kept to herself, and no one wanted to know why. There things about her that reminded me about myself.

About my non existance friends.

I couldn't sleep at night and now I had gotten myself insomnia attack.

They kept on coming and they never leave.

They won't stop bugging and begging for help are the worst parts.

The thing is, I couldn't.

I don't know how.

As their wails continues I knew that one day, I'll be joining them.

This depression I couldn't avoid is killing me

It's an insanity to that I couldn't bare to escape.

And all I need is someone to notice my silent cries of help."

- Foster Damien -

***

There are similarities on Grey and Foster.

Only;

What if wanting to die meets wanting help?

What if knowing insides meet knowing abnormal?

This meet,

Is where only insanes can know.