Falling Inlove With My Enemy

dahil lang sa isang bwisit na parking lot nakilala ko ang lalaking gugulo nang buhay ko

yung tipong ballpen pinagaawayan pa namin!

idagdag mo pa barkada niya at barkada ko na nagpapasimuno nang gulo sa buong campus

dinaig pa namin ang aso't pusa

pero paano kung.....

isang araw bigla na lang nagbago ang lahat

hindi maingay

walang away

walang gulo

walang asaran

walang nangyayari........

yung tipong nabwibwisit ka kapag nandyian sila pero pag wala na hinahanap hanap mo

dahil isang araw may nalaman ka

masakit?

masaya?

di kanais nais?

naglihim?

o

pinaglaruan?

sometimes i wanna wake up not remembering anything about you

nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the person you thought would never hurt you

i can't tell if its killing me or it's making me stronger

i wish i never cared about you

i wish i never love you

i wish i never met you

coz it fucking hurts

hindi ko na alam gulong gulo na ko

hindi ko na alam kung ano ba talaga ang

tama sa mali

katotohanan sa kasinungalingan

forgive or forget

love or hate

because i didn't realize im already falling in love with my enemy