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I can't. || h.s. (ON-HOLD)

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Parts 9
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Paige, Paige Hendricks is a Leukemia patient. She's physically alive but emotionally, She's cracked, shattered. She's almost ready to die actually. But then she met this guy, Harry Styles who just gives her a reason to live. But she don't just have the nerve to tell him the truth. She don't want to fall inlove cause she know she'll live them broken if she leave[die]. So she doesn't want anyone to fall for her. She never let anyone in. Is Harry ever going to change that?

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I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020] by raevynnwrites

[COMPLETE] "Please, love me" "No no. I can't Harry. Don't make me do this please." "Why the hell you can't? I have spent so much time thinking about you and our future and how you would love me and hold me tight while laying your head against my chest staring at the bright stars. Why can't you love me as much as I do?" "Because I can't live Harry. I can't promise you a future. I am going to die Harry. I can't love you as much as you do me..." A story of a girl who falls in love with none other than Harry Styles. Anna Edwards is supposed to die. But fate has something else in mind. Will Harry's love for Anna cure her cancer? Will this complicated story have a happy ending? Is their love strong enough to overcome the nightmares of life?

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

Change My Mind by Niallers_Mofoxx

Arianna Devine has had a tough life. Her parents had died in a car wreck when she was only six. Her and her brother, Josh, lived with her Aunt Jenna until she was diagnosed with leukemia. The leukemia spread quickly and Jenna didn't make it very long. Her brother was the only family she had left, but he was never around. Josh was always on tour, but she understood, he was One Direction's drummer. Her best friend, Savannah, was her only friend. Ari was very quiet she and had a hard time making friends. She has had a very dark past and she only trusted a few people. She was afraid to fall in love again after what happened a few years ago. But what happens when she goes on vacation with the Josh and the rest of the boys? Can Harry change her mind about love? Or will her dark past keep her from loving? Find out in 'Change My Mind'

Everlasting: a One Direction/Eleanor Calder fanfic by huntercaulder

One Direction have reached every goal they've ever dreamt of, and more. Their everyday life is now packed full of concerts, interviews, videos, and most of all: rumors. A point must be reached when they ask themselves if it's all really worth it anymore. With the boys at the start of their next world tour and already falling apart from one another day by day, Eleanor receives fatal news. Stricken with the sudden change on her life, she is forced to cope with the unexpected and carry on. Eleanor now knows that the days are numbered, and she must mend the pieces left of the five boys...attempting to save them all before it's too late. This is an emotional and heartbreaking tale of brotherhood and hatred, life and death, hope and tragedy, love and loss.

Through The Dark COMPLETED by Just4H

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How to Save a Life (Niall Horan) by SupernaturallyLarry

Elizabeth Laversi, or Ellie as she calls herself, has nothing left to live for. After the loss of her brother and mother, the only person she has left is her father. When she is told of his recent diagnosis of Pancreatic cancer and that he only has six months to live, her world falls apart. She can't go on without her father. She can't do it again. So she does the only thing that seems to be an option. She tries to kill herself. But if it was that easy, there wouldn't be a story. She is rescued by a strange man who refuses to let her end it all, even if she is a stranger. She doesn't know however, that this man is Niall Horan, a world famous pop star. Niall finds Ellie to be intriguing and wants to get to know her better, but when word gets out of Niall's heroic deed, things become a lot more complicated then expected. With all of the pressures and emotions interfering with the two, will Niall be able to keep Ellie alive, and truly learn how to save a life?

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

Louis could feel Harry behind him, the hot breath on his neck and the soft hands upon his waist. "You know I do more than tutor, don't you?" Harry whispered softly in his ear. The butterflies in Louis' stomach erupted, but before he could say anything, Harry had him pinned against the wall. Louis smiled when Harry kissed him, and wrapped his hand around the back of Harry's beautiful curls, pulling him in tighter. This felt right. Perfect, in fact. But no one could know... No one could ever know. * * * * * * * * * * * * Louis is the high school jock and the most popular kid in school with a big secret - he's gay. Despite his popularity, Louis feels empty inside. Loneliness consumes him, and Harry - his tutor that he's liked since day one- is the only thing that'll fill that void. Harry is a humble soft boy who knows more about romance than he let on. He tutors Louis multiple times a week and starts out blissfully unaware of Louis' feelings for him. However, he quickly develops feelings of his own and has a hard time hiding them from Louis. As their feelings for one another turn from a spark of interest into a flaming fire of passionate love, it becomes a constant struggle to keep their romance a secret. * * * * * * * * * * * * [Complete] First started: Nov. 5, 2020 First 1,000 reads: Nov. 6, 2020 First 10,000 reads: Nov. 11, 2020 First 50,000 reads: Dec. 5, 2020 Top Ranks: #1 in stylinson #4 in louistomlinson #1 in niallhoran #1 in larrystylinson #1 in louisandharry #1 in 1Dlove #2 in louis

Sister Morphine (Louis Teacher Fic) by yeahiknowmystyles

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