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I can't. || h.s. (ON-HOLD)

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Paige, Paige Hendricks is a Leukemia patient. She's physically alive but emotionally, She's cracked, shattered. She's almost ready to die actually. But then she met this guy, Harry Styles who just gives her a reason to live. But she don't just have the nerve to tell him the truth. She don't want to fall inlove cause she know she'll live them broken if she leave[die]. So she doesn't want anyone to fall for her. She never let anyone in. Is Harry ever going to change that?

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Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

How to Save a Life (Niall Horan) by SupernaturallyLarry

Elizabeth Laversi, or Ellie as she calls herself, has nothing left to live for. After the loss of her brother and mother, the only person she has left is her father. When she is told of his recent diagnosis of Pancreatic cancer and that he only has six months to live, her world falls apart. She can't go on without her father. She can't do it again. So she does the only thing that seems to be an option. She tries to kill herself. But if it was that easy, there wouldn't be a story. She is rescued by a strange man who refuses to let her end it all, even if she is a stranger. She doesn't know however, that this man is Niall Horan, a world famous pop star. Niall finds Ellie to be intriguing and wants to get to know her better, but when word gets out of Niall's heroic deed, things become a lot more complicated then expected. With all of the pressures and emotions interfering with the two, will Niall be able to keep Ellie alive, and truly learn how to save a life?

Moments (Harry Styles) by HarryswifeyAndrea

Addison is your normal teenage girl. About to be 18, loves One Direction like most other girls, has a best friend. One thing is shes in remission from Bone Cancer. She makes a courages act and announces that she wants to spend some time with two band members from One Direction and her best friend. What will happen if they fall for one another? Especially with cancer being in the way. Find out what happens in my new story Moments.

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

Louis could feel Harry behind him, the hot breath on his neck and the soft hands upon his waist. "You know I do more than tutor, don't you?" Harry whispered softly in his ear. The butterflies in Louis' stomach erupted, but before he could say anything, Harry had him pinned against the wall. Louis smiled when Harry kissed him, and wrapped his hand around the back of Harry's beautiful curls, pulling him in tighter. This felt right. Perfect, in fact. But no one could know... No one could ever know. * * * * * * * * * * * * Louis is the high school jock and the most popular kid in school with a big secret - he's gay. Despite his popularity, Louis feels empty inside. Loneliness consumes him, and Harry - his tutor that he's liked since day one- is the only thing that'll fill that void. Harry is a humble soft boy who knows more about romance than he let on. He tutors Louis multiple times a week and starts out blissfully unaware of Louis' feelings for him. However, he quickly develops feelings of his own and has a hard time hiding them from Louis. As their feelings for one another turn from a spark of interest into a flaming fire of passionate love, it becomes a constant struggle to keep their romance a secret. * * * * * * * * * * * * [Complete] First started: Nov. 5, 2020 First 1,000 reads: Nov. 6, 2020 First 10,000 reads: Nov. 11, 2020 First 50,000 reads: Dec. 5, 2020 Top Ranks: #1 in stylinson #4 in louistomlinson #1 in niallhoran #1 in larrystylinson #1 in louisandharry #1 in 1Dlove #2 in louis

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020] by raevynnwrites

[COMPLETE] "Please, love me" "No no. I can't Harry. Don't make me do this please." "Why the hell you can't? I have spent so much time thinking about you and our future and how you would love me and hold me tight while laying your head against my chest staring at the bright stars. Why can't you love me as much as I do?" "Because I can't live Harry. I can't promise you a future. I am going to die Harry. I can't love you as much as you do me..." A story of a girl who falls in love with none other than Harry Styles. Anna Edwards is supposed to die. But fate has something else in mind. Will Harry's love for Anna cure her cancer? Will this complicated story have a happy ending? Is their love strong enough to overcome the nightmares of life?

A Casualty by cosmicarchitect

Luanna Vong still hurts over the death of her brother two years ago. She spends her time distracting herself from her pain by partying and drinking. The numbing distractions work for a time, until she meets two different boys who crack at her hard shell. Zayn Malik meets Luanna through his mate Harry Styles and is intrigued by the girl with the sad eyes who gives bruising kisses. Though she is Harry’s ex, Zayn finds himself drawn to her more and more. Will the truth of her brother’s death threaten to break his relationship with this angry, damaged girl? Liam Payne came back from holiday and struggles to cope with his sister’s eating disorder, he meets Luanna who knows of the kind of grief that he holds. She becomes a source of comfort and they begin to rely on one another as each other’s world falls apart, Will Luanna survive the fall or will she be just another casualty?

Operation: Harry Styles by fivesuave

It's been a full year since the accident. The accident that destroyed everything. The band, the boys, everything. Harry Styles caused it all. And he doesn't even know about it. Trapped in a hospital for months is starting to take its toll on Harry. The doctors have no choice but to let him go if they want him to stay sane. But Harry cannot be trusted alone, especially if he finds out what he has done. So, they send a nurse/detective after him, Emma, to watch his every move. And things get a little more warped and freaky than they already were.

Sister Morphine (Louis Teacher Fic) by yeahiknowmystyles

The death of 13 year old Lindsey Tomlinson shook the town to the core, but mostly her brother Louis and best friend Tessa. She did anything and everything possible for her up until the end of her short life replacing Louis in a way (or so she thought). Fast forwarding 5 years Tessa now a senior in High school has met her match and is forced face to face with Louis now 23, being her student teacher for the spring semester. Old feelings are stirred up causing huge blow outs of passion and love for Lindsey from both Tessa and Louis taking it out on each other on the brink of the 5 year anniversary. Harry Styles and his sister Nicole are closely intertwined with this tragic love story keeping the drama at the highest levels. Louis past comes out in the open when he is struck with the realization he needs Tessa in his life more than anyone else. She is the only one who can share the same hurt and pain that he still feels. Their love is epic and steamy nothing short of boring. Senior year will never be the same with this new teacher back in town breaking the rules to sleep with his student, risking his career & throwing the dice for the game of love.

Song Lyrics: A Harry Styles FanFiction (Completed) by solarrevans

Quinn Hartley is your average 21 year old girl, always looking for something to do, people to hang out with, and new places to explore. She has a passion for music, ever since she was a little girl. When her manager decides to sign her up to help One Direction's Harry Styles in song writing, you'd think everything was perfect. But it isn't. Quinn starts to take a liking to Harry, and he likes her. But she tries to distance herself from him for a reason she won't let him find out. She has cancer. She's afraid if he knows, he'll leave because he's afraid too watch her die, just like every other guy. Will he find out that Quinn is sick? If he does, will he stay?

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Waking Up Alone (L.S)

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.