I can't. || h.s. (ON-HOLD)
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Last published Fri, Aug 29, 2014
Paige, Paige Hendricks is a Leukemia patient. She's physically alive but emotionally, She's cracked, shattered. She's almost ready to die actually. But then she met this guy, Harry Styles who just gives her a reason to live. But she don't just have the nerve to tell him the truth. She don't want to fall inlove cause she know she'll live them broken if she leave[die]. So she doesn't want anyone to fall for her. She never let anyone in. Is Harry ever going to change that?
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