REGALAZURE
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Last published Sat, Sep 23, 2017
noun
/riːgəlæSHər/
1. the feeling of post party or manic excitement; to hit a low or depression and seek a high point again (almost syn. rebound, unground)
2. emotional instability or mixed feelings (syn. ambivalence, maladjustment)
"If you could relive your life, would you?"
"No. There must be a reason for everything."
Lilith is already half-way into freshmen year with her whole life ahead of her, but her mistakes always seem to catch up to her somehow.
What's the worst thing that could happen? She would be the first to tell you everything. This is her story.
Trigger Warning: mentions of self-harm and other explicit happenings, reader discretion is advised
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