The Liability Of Finding My Starry Sky

"The name's Nadine. This is how things are, in my world. As cliché as it sounds, everything and everyone around here dream of a world that has the same plots as those in chick flick movies. They love it so much that they try to manipulate they're love life into being one. Crazy huh? Anyway, I really don't care. As creepy as it sounds, I'm a very curious and observant girl. I kind of know how to read people. What they want, what they'll do and what they're trying to prove. It's actually interesting. If you want to take a peek into my life, go ahead. That's what I intend to do honestly, this is why I write story after all."

I close my laptop after finishing the info box of my story. I've got to say, this is not how I really talk outside the internet. I'm usually an introvert. Writing gives me freedom. It gives me freedom to express myself and fantasize on how i want things to be. I know I'm a common girl but I don't care. I'm proud to be one. Being ordinary in front of others is not as bad as it sounds, or at least that's what other people think. I am unique in my own way, everyone is, but sometimes it is quite hard to let people know who you really are. I just want you to know that embracing the drama thing and being ordinary whatever, taught me how to feel numb and just get over it. It made me see things differently and face my problems calmly and maturely as possible. But, all my life through all these problems, challenges, test whatever. I just want to feel something. I know I'm still young but I just want to at least feel something near that feeling or emotion. I think you know what I'm saying. *sighs then grins*