Anxiety's won

A girl in my class is so beautiful, her long white hair and bright glowing eyes turned your head every time she passed, but the was a problem. I'm a girl. Will she think of me different? Will I discust her? What if she spreads rumors? What if I get bullied because I like her? What if my anxiety takes over? Will it win, will she love me? Who nows, might as well give up now...