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If Only
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loveandloneliness
Ongoing, First published Sep 24, 2017
benhanscombeverlymarshbilldenbroughdepressionderryeddiekaspbrakfearhomophobiaimpliedreddieinternalizedhomophobiaitmovielosersclubmikehanlonpennywisepostmovieptsdreddierichietozierstanuristrashmouth
Pennywise is dead. In a physical sense, at least. Mentally, he's still there, haunting the Losers' dreams and emotionally crippling them.

Richie "Trashmouth" Tozier is, surprisingly, the first to crack under the suffocating pressure that the aftermath of Pennywise's reign of terror provided. 

One by one, the rest of the Losers being to spiral down, following soon after Richie.

Then the impossible happens.

Pennywise wakes up early. 

Somehow, not even a year later, the evil entity has gained enough strength to return to Derry in order to exact his revenge on the Losers Club. 

The Losers must band together once again to defeat the demonic clown all while battling their own issues and trying to get through school.

If only it were that simple...
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Runaway~ Richie Tozier

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