My Perfect Perfection
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MatureOngoing10m
Last published Wed, Sep 27, 2017
"I have always had everything I could ever ask for" I mumbled through the rain, it was dark and cold and even in Noah's jacket I was shivering. "So?" he yelled back over the wind. "So, why do I feel so empty?".
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For Noah life has been a roller coaster ride of emotion, and pain.
For Lena life has been graceful in giving her beauty, and popularity and talent and kindness. But she has closed herself off from feeling emotions.
When the two meet can Noah help her feel again? Can Lena help him love again?
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"I'm numb Noah" I said "I learned to tune everything out from a young age" I added. He stood there taken aback by my admittance "sometimes" I paused to breath "sometimes... it is easier to feel nothing at all". Noah took a step towards me and I stepped back taking another pathetic and shaky breath "But your making that very hard".
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