We Sleep Forever
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Ongoing28m
Last published Fri, Jan 4, 2019
Just a guy struggling with the decision of ending it all and how music has (kind of?) helped.
Serious trigger warnings for anyone who might have struggled with suicidal thoughts or actions.
Yes all the chapter titles are song titles. Don't be judgy. (Bonus points if you know the songs.)
Sidebar: the cover picture is the bridge I went to jump off of. There were noodles scattered all over the ground. I'm told I swear too much so I say 'lose my noodles' instead of 'lose my shit'. I laughed so hard I cried. Then I went home.
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