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Goodbye, Love

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Time 1h 35m

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Within the midst of a dramatic and twisted love triangle between the sweet British boy with the pretty eyes and the formerly abusive boyfriend who swears he's changed, Nina Cortana just needs to escape. But when she unexpectedly takes the first plane to America, her horrifying childhood is revealed when her parents immediately lock her in a mental institution. Here, however, Nina meets two unexpected allies who are determined to escape, while Dan and her ex boyfriend Kyle (played by Dylan O'brien) are forced to join together in a frantic hunt for the girl they love. However, fights, tears and blood lead to Nina Cortana in a hospital bed, her two lovers by her side, unsure if she will survive the night. 




⚠️WARNING⚠️
This story includes scenes will SEVERE moments of the following:

ABUSE
SELF HARM
MENTAL ILLNESS
RAPE

•book cover by yours truly•All Rights Reserved

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