Alone { A Phoenix Drop High x Reader }
I_Can_Not_Think
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  • Reads 7,163
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  • Parts 12
  • Time 52m
I_Can_Not_Think
Ongoing, First published Sep 25, 2017
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{Highest Ranking} 5/15/2018 - #1 in PhoenixDropHigh 

Destiny has got it all wrong.  What did I ever do to deserve this?

Fate ruined me. What did I do wrong? 

Trust has betrayed me. You cannot fix the broken.

My family has destroyed me.  They've left me in the dust.

My father is twisted. He wishes I was never born.

My friends betrayed me.  I'm done playing these games. 

My old life is gone. The new me is here. 

My life slipped from my fingers, drawn to everlasting tears. All it takes is one cut, it'd be like I was never here. 

|| Everything belong to their rightful owners. Characters belong to Aphmau. Artwork belongs to their owners. ||

||  THIS BOOK HAS SELF HARM,  AND IS REALLY CLICHE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED OF THIS MONSTROSITY. SORRY IN ADVANCE. ALSO CONTAINS LANGUAGE. ||
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