First Glance. -Lams college fic (DISCONTINUED)
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Last published Sun, Nov 18, 2018
⚠️⚠️⚠️WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️: suicide, suicide attempts, self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts, death in general, underage drinking, swearing.... basically, really frickin angsty.
You've been warned.
Alexander Hamilton has just recently moved into the dorms at Kings College, after his cousin committed suicide. He's an orphan, and now has nobody. He's become severely depressed, and suicidal. Then, a very special boy named John Laurens walks into his life.
"Do you even remotely like me?"
"Well, I like your face- scratch that, I love your face."
"Uh-wha-um... thanks?"
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