The Art of Feeling Too Much
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TW: Abuse, negative self talk, self harm, food disorders, suicide, anxiety/panic attacks
Collection of poems about the experiences of my life: both highs and lows. Living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) isn't pretty. It isn't romantic. It isn't easy. It is hard. Some days are better than others. Some days are horrendous. One hour is fine, the next hour I am on a rampage.
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We Dream at Midnight (Ember 2)
Here she is. I can see the slope of her spine through that thin shirt. She's made of angles I ache to smooth with a hand, but I'd use my lips if she asked. I brush her knuckles with mine. Her skin is cold, but she flips her palm for more contact. I lace our fingers. It's enough to make her look at me. As those kaleidoscopic eyes meet mine, I hold my breath. Then she sets her lips just under my jaw. It rips the air from my lungs. It's the softest thing I've ever felt. "What was that for," I breathe. She pulls back, lashes damp, and whispers, "You're the kind of person that should be kissed." 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 BOOK TWO C O N T A I N S : ❤︎ mature content ❤︎ romance & friendship ❤︎ yearning Copyright © 2021-present Laurel Montaze (immoralLaurel). This body of work (story, characters, ideas) is available exclusively on Wattpad. If you're viewing it on a different website/platform or under a different username, it has been illegally stolen. Please notify the original author. Cover art: me © All Rights Reserved![B. P. Diaries Volume 1: Innocence Lost [Completed]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/365986731-256-k707650.jpg)
B. P. Diaries Volume 1: Innocence Lost [Completed]
Content Warning: "B.P. Diaries: Innocence Lost" contains themes and depictions related to a child's experiences, family dynamics, and growing up. It touches on sensitive topics, including parental issues, emotional struggles, and moments of self-discovery. As the series progresses, it will delve deeper into themes of mental health, including Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), which may involve discussions of self-harm, emotional distress, and other challenging subjects. We understand that these topics can be distressing for some readers. Please exercise caution and consider your emotional well-being while reading. If you find yourself affected by these themes, reach out to appropriate support networks or professionals who can provide assistance. Remember, your well-being is important, and there is help available for those who need it. This series aims to raise awareness and foster understanding of these issues, but your mental and emotional health should always come first. ---------------------- This is a Diary-style fiction. Think of it as reading someone's diary!Kumpleto
Psychosis and Dentures
Psychosis, Bipolar. PTSD and gaslighting How all that came together all at once How I survived and how I am doing A daily real time blog.
THE BAD GIRL'S BOY
Promiscuity is addictive. It's so safe. You are not at risk of getting hurt, physically maybe , But emotionally ? No And the emotional pain is by far the worst. I know this because I've experienced both. Physical pain, from my alcoholic father, sexual abuse from his friends. It hurt, it really did. I have scars to show. But let me tell you, the worst type of hurt is the emotional pain. That pain you get when after years of building a wall around yourself, you FINALLY let someone in. You let that one special person in. You bring down your walls. You give your heart. You let him hold your heart in his palms even though you know the risks. You have so many dreams and fantasies about being with this person forever. And he leads you on. It feels good But then he turns around and crushes your heart. He squeezes the life out of it and you feel pain that you never thought was humanly possible. You feel so much pain you can't breathe. And then , you become cold. You stop feeling. You have no heart anymore. You become heartless, promiscuous, bad, really bad. Yes , that happened to me. Ben did that to me. It hurt. It hurt too much. But now I'm safe . Because I'm the bad girl. The one who doesn't have a heart left to be broken.Kumpleto
Borderline | #WATTYS2017
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His Ruthless Revenge (A Dark Bully Romance)
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Unrequited love
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MEMOIR OF THE SPLINTERED
"Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness that centers on the inability to manage emotions effectively. While some persons with BPD are high functioning in certain settings, their private lives may be in turmoil." ~~~ They say the term "borderline" came from a time when doctors used to believe the illness bordered between psychosis and neurosis. Now, they believe the illness should be called Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder. The illness doesn't need a clear name for me to understand what it is. Because it's the nightmare I'm living every day. ~~~ [ a short story about BPD written by a human with BPD ]Kumpleto
Beyond Redemption (UNDERGOING EDITING)
SKYLAR "I know he has a reputation, I know what he's capable of but this....I never thought he'll do something like this. They call him the devil, they say he fear no one and he can ruin anyone. And now he's ruining me, destroying me beyond repair" Will I be okay after this? ADRIAN "She's gone. Why would she still be here after what I did to her?. She left. And I'm left alone to live with this guilt. The guilt that will burden me, haunt me, torment me, destroy me. And it will be the end of me because there will no be redemption. The only one who can redeeming me is her, but that will forever be a dream because she is not here and I don't know if I will ever see her again" Can the darkest soul find redemption? #1 in adulthood 31/12/23
She Wouldn't Tell✔️
My life's amazing, I have great friends, I have loving parents, and I'm in my senior year of high school. I really couldn't have asked for a better life. That's where Chase has come in, my crush since 5th grade. His captain of the football team and the schools local badboy heartthrob. All the girls in my year want him, but he smashes and dashes them, only dating for them for a few months. It begins like every perfect relationship, but there is something hidden inside of Chase, something very, very dark. I'm Raven and I wouldn't tell.Kumpleto
Here she is. I can see the slope of her spine through that thin shirt. She's made of angles I ache to smooth with a hand, but I'd use my lips if she asked. I brush her knuckles with mine. Her skin is cold, but she flips her palm for more contact. I lace our fingers. It's enough to make her look at me. As those kaleidoscopic eyes meet mine, I hold my breath. Then she sets her lips just under my jaw. It rips the air from my lungs. It's the softest thing I've ever felt. "What was that for," I breathe. She pulls back, lashes damp, and whispers, "You're the kind of person that should be kissed." 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 BOOK TWO C O N T A I N S : ❤︎ mature content ❤︎ romance & friendship ❤︎ yearning Copyright © 2021-present Laurel Montaze (immoralLaurel). This body of work (story, characters, ideas) is available exclusively on Wattpad. If you're viewing it on a different website/platform or under a different username, it has been illegally stolen. Please notify the original author. Cover art: me © All Rights Reserved
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