Are you tired of those cliché plot lines? Of feeling like you're reading the same books over and over again but in different forms? Then trust me, you've come to the right place. This story is about a boy named Connor, and his not-so-perfect journey of finding himself, and maybe even love on the way. (In a totally non-cliché way.. :3)
Trigger Warnings: I'm not exactly sure which ones will be in the book, but I'll be sure to add them here when they come up as the story progresses. As for right now, they are- Self harm, suicidal thoughts, self-hate, homophobia, transphobia, and verbal abuse.
WARNING! This story is about a pansexual/transgender male and possibly a gay male, so if you're not okay with that or anything along those lines, then feel free to forget you ever came across this book, because there is a hella lot of gay shit that's going to be going on in this book :3
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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