Suicide is my Choice
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My name's London Blu.I'm 18.& I go to high school.The 4nd year of it.The WORST school year.I get bullied, everyone hates me, I dont have parents, but happy things in my life, turn around.And sad things in my life, turn around. Nothing can change me, is what I think.My uncle forces me to get help, which doesn't work at all.So still, stress in school,stress at home, and stress in my body. I never thought life would change in such an impossible way. But anything impossible, can turn possible.I meet a very special someone.Someone who thought couldn't do it.Someone..impossible. Read this life changing story to find out what happens to her. & others. -RomanticStyle -Credit to _Hunger_Games_4Eva & Takis4 -Edited by RomanticStyle Love you all !! <3 :)
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