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A Need to Suffer

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Time 15h 10m

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Alternate ending for S6E9 of Game of Thrones. Instead of Ramsay Bolton getting torn apart by his own dogs, Sansa has decided that a quick death is far too kind for a monster like Ramsay. It's time he got a taste of what it's like to be on the receiving end of anguish.

(This fic continued much farther than I'd planned, so I would like to include that later chapters work towards a story of redemption for Ramsay and not just abuse (although I can't say he's not still quite subjugated to the whims of Sansa's desires *evil grin*)

This was meant to be a oneshot, but well... I write too much, and the first half of this alone made it to 4K, so... there will be <strike>one more chapter</strike> I have no idea how many chapters as this fic took on a life of its own! LOL!). This chapter is mild, the next chapters will contain the much darker stuff, so be warned! oO

Additional Tags ?Spanking ×Rape/Non-con Elements ×Bondage ×Pegging ×Femdom ×f/m - Freeform ×m/m - Freeform ×Gang Rape ×Captivity ×Ramsay Bolton - Freeform ×Sansa Stark - Freeform ×Bottom!Ramsay ×Top!Sansa ×Stockholm Syndrome ×Psychological Trauma ×Psychological Drama ×Revenge ×Corporal Punishment ×Mental Health Issues ×Healing ×Redemption ×Alternate Universe - Book/Show Fusion ×Sexual Abuse ×Abusive Relationships ×Developing Relationship ×Ownership ×Physical Abuse ×Porn with Feelings ×Forced Orgasm ×Orgasm Delay/Denial ×Cunnilingus ×Boys in Chains ×Other Additional Tags to Be Added ×Possessive Behavior ×Rape Aftermath ×Rape Recovery ×Mental Anguish ×Mental Breakdown ×Crying ×Hurt/Comfort ×Emotional Hurt/Comfort ×Forced Nudity ×Falling In Love ×Tenderness ×ForgivenessAll Rights Reserved

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