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A Need to Suffer

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Time 15h 10m

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Alternate ending for S6E9 of Game of Thrones. Instead of Ramsay Bolton getting torn apart by his own dogs, Sansa has decided that a quick death is far too kind for a monster like Ramsay. It's time he got a taste of what it's like to be on the receiving end of anguish.

(This fic continued much farther than I'd planned, so I would like to include that later chapters work towards a story of redemption for Ramsay and not just abuse (although I can't say he's not still quite subjugated to the whims of Sansa's desires *evil grin*)

This was meant to be a oneshot, but well... I write too much, and the first half of this alone made it to 4K, so... there will be <strike>one more chapter</strike> I have no idea how many chapters as this fic took on a life of its own! LOL!). This chapter is mild, the next chapters will contain the much darker stuff, so be warned! oO

Additional Tags ?Spanking ×Rape/Non-con Elements ×Bondage ×Pegging ×Femdom ×f/m - Freeform ×m/m - Freeform ×Gang Rape ×Captivity ×Ramsay Bolton - Freeform ×Sansa Stark - Freeform ×Bottom!Ramsay ×Top!Sansa ×Stockholm Syndrome ×Psychological Trauma ×Psychological Drama ×Revenge ×Corporal Punishment ×Mental Health Issues ×Healing ×Redemption ×Alternate Universe - Book/Show Fusion ×Sexual Abuse ×Abusive Relationships ×Developing Relationship ×Ownership ×Physical Abuse ×Porn with Feelings ×Forced Orgasm ×Orgasm Delay/Denial ×Cunnilingus ×Boys in Chains ×Other Additional Tags to Be Added ×Possessive Behavior ×Rape Aftermath ×Rape Recovery ×Mental Anguish ×Mental Breakdown ×Crying ×Hurt/Comfort ×Emotional Hurt/Comfort ×Forced Nudity ×Falling In Love ×Tenderness ×ForgivenessAll Rights Reserved

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just 2 days. {COMPLETED} {Wattys2016} by malaynin

This book is not rated mature but it does have ONE chapter where mature content is involved so PLEASE do NOT report this book. "And how do you suppose we do that?" I scooted a little closer to him and tilted my head a little, curious to know what his response would be. "Um well we could uh talk about our lives you know, school and family and friends and other stuff like that." "And do you really want to do that?" I asked him running a finger down his white t-shirt after closing the small distance between us. "Do you really want to just sit and talk about family," I leaned over to whisper in his ear, "and friends," I lightly nipped his earlobe while continuously running my finger down his shirt until I reached the waistline of his black jeans, "and school," I was just about to trace my finger over his zipper when he gripped my hand and looked me in the eye just as I finished saying, "and other stuff like that." I looked up from our hands to his green eyes, taking in the blueish specks of his irises, with a hint of hazel mixed, surrounding his pupil. We stared at each other for a minute, me admiring how close his proximity is and how the tingly sensation of his hand on mine felt good. "No I don't." Dominic groaned out, looking down at my lips and then back up at me. "No you don't what?" I leaned in a little, suddenly feeling drawn in to his green eyes and awaiting lips. ------ Ryler didn't expect to fall for him so soon. It only took her 2 days for her to realize how much she truly cares for him. Only 2 days for her to also realize it was a mistake. Only 2 days for her to feel heartbroken.

Started A New After •Sans X Reader• by artsyTrashpile

Sequel to "Start A New Again •Sans X Reader•" -- Pain. Pain was all you felt right now. It was coursing through your body, every waking second was that feeling you get after being harmed physically, or even emotionally. Pain. That's the feeling. You can't call for help, or shout because of your pain-filled body. It left you mute. What had happened before? You tried to remember. But all you could remember were blurry images of the past. Voices speaking intelligible words. Colors of black, blue, white and teal flashing through your mind. You could only remember one thing clearly, and that was pain. Hell, you didn't even remember your own name. You opened your bloodshot eyes to a bright light. A few pillars here and there, stalagmites hanging dangerously from the endless 'ceiling' above. This place is so familiar, you dont know why. It sends a chill down your spine as you think about what comes next. You sit up. You feel the soft embrace of the buttercups beneath your cold hands. It was strange, though. You had a thick, fluffy sweater on with matching fluffy PJ's but you were still freezing cold. You decided to explore. There was a hallway in the distance. You walked towards it, a door is seen clearer at the end of the hallway. You walk faster. You reach the 10-foot tall doorway. All you see inside is darkness, but you go in anyway. -- Alright, that's the first of my sequel! I changed my writing style a bit, more detailing and stuff. The person in your head narrating your every move? It's none other than Chara, but she aint evil here. I saw Jugement Boy's video. It opened my eyes. Before you read this though, you SHOULD read the first one, "Start A New Again" or you'll (geeeeeeettt dunked on) be pretty confused on who are some of my OCs here. Like the last book, my cover art :) (it's basically the same one but the cover title was changed a bit) Ok, peace awtt Start: December 19, 2016 End: February 14, 2017

Gym Bitch by smutphobia

Just as she was about to leave, Cass watched him get on his knees and place his hands on his lap, one over the other. "Anything you tell me to, Cassandra." He followed her every movement, his eyes jumping around her face, looking for any sign of what she could be thinking. "I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't work... I need this. Please. I'm begging you, fuck me..." "What does this mean, Ent?" "Anything you want it to mean. You can do anything to me." She continued looking at him, expecting details. "Torture me, punish me, tie me up, deny me, edge me, humiliate me, fuck me and leave me, peg me, don't let me cum... Choke me, beat me, bruise me, make me bleed and beg, and cry... Do whatever you want. But please, I need you to do it to me right now." - What happens when you find out that the woman who makes you irrationally angry (and you for some reason can't stop thinking about) is your exact type in bed? A type, which is very difficult to find? You confront her, blame her for your jealousy and, when she doesn't give you the time of day, while your hand becomes less and less satisfying, you do the only thing you know how: you beg. You offer her your body and hope that she puts you in your place. Or in other words: a BDSM-heavy enemies-to-lovers story, featuring a female sadist brat tamer and a male masochist brat, who gets off on humiliation. 65,100 words. #1 in FDom (April 2023) #1 in MSub (July 2023) #1 in ImpactPlay (August 2023) #2 in Begging (May 2023) #3 in Masochism (March 2023) #4 in Domme (September 2023)

Darkened Souls {HAITUS} by CheetahBoi

"What happened? How could you abandon me like this?" I asked, betrayal bubbling up in my throat as I looked upon the brother that I had assumed was dead. "DO you think that I wasn't thousand times more worried about this?!" Boo yelled at me, he looked hurt. I couldn't care. I made eye contact, though it made both of us feel uncomfortable and we knew it. "Then why did you leave?" My voice came out colder than I ever intended. Boo skipped a beat. *** Hi first fic, I don't care if you like it or hate it it's for fun! :] Basically, this is a DSMP AU fic because my big brain has ADHD and doesn't know what the hill it's doing. Swearing will be kept to a minimum but I don't know about the... TW's... I'll always put any TW's in front of a chapter to let you know of bad things. This book will include the following: ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST AND MORE ANGST Blood Violence Super duper cool character stuffs Confusion 3 AM edits by an unprofessional (and insane... and dyslexic) editor One too many plot points and devices Lots of words across chapters of various sizes Random updates so that I can overedit and not feel as stressed (I'm in school, you're gonna just have to deal with it) SLOWBURN Character development Fluff Ships (maybe?) NO SMUT NO SMUT NEVER SMUT (But maybe a kissing scene, though I have no clue where this book will go, nor do I have many plans outside of just make it go forever. It'll stop when it stops IDK) Emotional turmoil HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(Drarry) Faking My Own Death by Chase_fanfics

Draco had dealt with enough death to make peace with his own. Getting a handle on his emo angst, he assumed his life would end after Dumbledore's murder. He didn't expect to keep living. He didn't expect to find something, someone left living for. He didn't expect to reach out to Harry Potter for help. Even more so, Draco didn't expect to fall in love with him in doing so. This is a slow-burn romance and redemption Drarry fic written by a touch-starved queer person with a newly rekindled love for Paramore and MCR. Enemies-to-lovers always hits different when 'Playing God' is in the soundtrack! Get ready for Draco 'overthinking is my therapy' Malfoy, Harry 'not settling for less' Potter, nonbinary Hermione, and supportive best friend Ron, with appearances of 'awkward big brother' Bill and other notable Weasleys. Explicit consent and content warnings are important to me. This fic is mostly a safe space, with warnings added to relevant chapters (there's no SA/abuse in general). Yet, if anxious/angsty overthinking isn't your thing, maybe just skip this entire fic. (This book contains sexual content and strong language, so mature audiences only.) Chapters 1-45 have been edited in February 2022 for more consistent paragraph etiquette. All later chapters have this editing done before posting. Bonus chapters still yet to be edited.

Slave to the Gods by Loki_Dead_Inside_RIP

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Painfully yours by TheBigBreakfastClub

"But l'm already hurt." I breathed down his neck. My cheeks touching his. He sighed down my neck as I continued feeling his soft skin with my face. My eyes closed, feeling his hands grip my frame. My lips trembled with fear and tears streamed down my cheeks "When it comes to fighting me, you never give up, you find more strength than you think you have. And I really .... He kisses down my neck and lightly bites my earlobe ......really enjoy breaking down your little attempts for salvation. And I'm going to break every single thing inside of you until I please. I'm not done robbing you of your innocence. You're mine." As he slowly spoke into my ear, blood rushed from the top to the bottom of my body. My heart ached and my chest ached. My eyes stung and my brain told me he was right. He wasn't going to let me go. He only meant to use and take and break her. All because of one mistake. One. Arya Oberoi, a kind-hearted and innocent teenager, becomes the target of Xavier Martin's torment. Xavier, fueled by his own revenge, dark desires and needs to dominate, manipulates Arya into a life of servitude. Xavier manages to control every aspect of Arya's life, her body, mind and soul ,leaving her trapped in a cycle of fear and despair. Where will Xavier's dark desires drive Arya? Will Arya give herself to Xavier or die surviving? Where did it all start and where will it end? (Deleted on 3 k) #55 bully - 02/02/24 #1 Antihero - 27/04/24 #1 bookstagram - 11/5/24 Find out on Painfully, yours. Trigger warning A: abuse, mental abuse,physical abuse, love-hate, abortion, bdsm. If there is a book that has a similar plot please tell me and I'll check it out. This book is completely mine so if it appears outside of Wattpad or Inkitt, someone stole it. All pictures/videos I got off of the internet.

The Watcher on the Wall by LoreFour

"What a sense of humor the Gods had, making me fall for a bastard." Selene Bolton of the Dreadfort was sent off to live with the Starks of Winterfell as a young child. Selene, who struggles with the her sense of duty and her yearning for freedom, decides to take matters into her own hands. Disguising herself as a boy, Selene joins the Night's Watch, seeking a life beyond the burdens of her station. ~jon snow x fem!oc~ -------- All characters and story lines belong to George R.R Martin, I don't claim them as my own.

Love is Blind- Fenrys Moonbeam (TOG) by x_lyndon_x

I lean close enough that our lips brush when I speak. "He isn't worth it." I say, but he doesn't look convinced. I smirk as an idea pops in my head. "If you behave...we can do whatever you want tonight." His eyes widen, and a wicked smile grows on his face. He pulls back slightly, looking me in the eye. "Whatever I want?" He asks, and I grin wider, nodding. "Whatever you want." **** Jax has never had what would be considered an "easy" life. She's been beaten, tortured, and hunted. Yet she's survived it all, and came out stronger because of it. Now, she's facing an entirely new challenge. A court of the strongest warriors known to man, and she's somehow made her way into the middle of them. And she's running blind. *** MAJOR TW: This story contains MANY mature themes, and there will not be warnings at the beginnings of chapters. These themes include but are not limited to: swearing, abuse, blood, gore, torture, mature scenes, and fighting. Rankings: #1 in tog #1 in blindfold #1 in fenrys #1 in fenrysmoonbeam #1 in dorianhavillard #1 in yrenetowers #1 in aedionashryver #1 in aelingalathynius #1 in manonblackbeak #1 in rowanwhitethorn #1 in chaolwestfall #1 in aelinashryver #1 in lysandra #2 in blind #3 in fae #4 in warrior (ik this isn't top 3 but HOLY SHIT THATS IMPRESSIVE) **I DO NOT OWN THE THRONE OF GLASS SERIES OR THE CHARACTERS, ALL CREDIT GOES TO SARAH J MAAS WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE OC'S**

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Darkened Souls {HAITUS} cover

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Slave to the Gods cover

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The Watcher on the Wall cover

Love is Blind- Fenrys Moonbeam (TOG) cover

just 2 days. {COMPLETED} {Wattys2016}

This book is not rated mature but it does have ONE chapter where mature content is involved so PLEASE do NOT report this book. "And how do you suppose we do that?" I scooted a little closer to him and tilted my head a little, curious to know what his response would be. "Um well we could uh talk about our lives you know, school and family and friends and other stuff like that." "And do you really want to do that?" I asked him running a finger down his white t-shirt after closing the small distance between us. "Do you really want to just sit and talk about family," I leaned over to whisper in his ear, "and friends," I lightly nipped his earlobe while continuously running my finger down his shirt until I reached the waistline of his black jeans, "and school," I was just about to trace my finger over his zipper when he gripped my hand and looked me in the eye just as I finished saying, "and other stuff like that." I looked up from our hands to his green eyes, taking in the blueish specks of his irises, with a hint of hazel mixed, surrounding his pupil. We stared at each other for a minute, me admiring how close his proximity is and how the tingly sensation of his hand on mine felt good. "No I don't." Dominic groaned out, looking down at my lips and then back up at me. "No you don't what?" I leaned in a little, suddenly feeling drawn in to his green eyes and awaiting lips. ------ Ryler didn't expect to fall for him so soon. It only took her 2 days for her to realize how much she truly cares for him. Only 2 days for her to also realize it was a mistake. Only 2 days for her to feel heartbroken.