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"can you remember who you were before the world told you who you should be?"
• • • i looked in her eyes and for the first time in my life i understood the word i n s a n i t y • • • " he asked me 'who are you?' and i looked back at him and I didn't say anything because a thousand things jumped into my mind but none of them were me i realized 'who am i?'..." ^^ she was like the moon half of her was always hidden^^ [and so like the stars she shone the brightest in the darkness nights] she wanted to d i e and he wanted to l i v e...
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