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Don't Judge Me (Being Edited)

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Ok. So this is everything. I'm writing it all down because I have to. I hear it helps. Maybe I'll burn this afterwards; I don't want it getting out or anything. But I have to do something with all the words and sounds and pictures that whirl around in my head every time I close my eyes. I just have to. So just hear me out, just let me write and don't judge me, don't hate me, don't be human. Be a book. Be something I can speak to without feeling as though you'll tell on me. You're all I have now, so be a book and don't do any personification shit on me and I won't wimp out on you. Have we got that clear? Ok. Deal. So here it is. Everything.All Rights Reserved

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The Heart's Unspoken Love by RadioBeast101

I never knew I was the only one to see the world like this. To see it as a world where no one ever spoke a word. A world where thoughts ran free. A world where there was silents all around. A world where no one listened. I never realized it. I never knew other's couldn't do it. I thought everyone was like this and this is why I thought the world had no sound and that no one spoke to each other anymore. And when I realized that I was the only one that had been unable to make a sound and unable to listen. I felt UNSPOKEN. I had gone through so much. I was so messed up that five different personalities were created and not only that, but I also got the ability to read other's mind. I know that's a good thing, but that's not the same as being heard and all I wanted was to be heard. I am Shay Underwood. This is my notebook of my life. I'm not mentally disabled, I am not dumb, I am not stupid, and I am not an idiot, I am a human, I am a person, I am Ian Miller. Don't treat me as if I am not. Don't treat me as if I'm different. Please accept me as I am. Please understand me. The beginning of something big. Being unspoken is just another way of saying, yet to be heard. Shay is UNSPOKEN and Ian is yet to be heard.

Heal Me by XxHafsabegumxX

“After my 16th birthday I have been repeatedly told that my Mum and Dad were very wicked people. They would beat me and even lock me in a room without food, for days. But that’s the thing, I have always been “told” things. I don’t remember any of it because the doctors had put amnesia gas on so that I would forget everything. As far As I know. My name is Amelia Lockwood and I am 17 years old. I live with my two “Parents” and I have no siblings. I go to Paddington high school and I have 4 friends but I have one best friend who has been with me from day one. If you expect this story to be a happy one. Sorry but you are very wrong. My story isn’t a happy, in fact it is a very sad. Every part will end with tears in your eyes. So if you cannot cope with it put down this book while you still can.” &amp;nbsp; Everything has been going great for Amelia ever since she has forgot everything in her past. But soon all the memories are flooding back. Night mare, after nightmare. They keep on coming and she doesn't know who you go to. Her best friend Zoe knows about her foster parents and how she doesn't remember her real ones. Everything is stressful for her. Until she meets the new kid. He’s hot, He bad and most of all he knows exactly what Amelia is going through. However they both find out something which is truly life changing. Through in fights, brake up, Friendship tests and horrifying nightmares, everything just keeps on falling. What will happen to Amelia? Is this truly a sad story or will there be a happy ending?

Blind Lycan by hells_princess999

I was just a normal girl, despite not being human. Growing up my life was shitty, but still I was glad to be alive despite how dead I felt inside. There wasn't a single person in the world that I could trust. Not a single person that I cared for. Until HE came. My boring life soon vanished, werewolves hunt me from all corners of the earth. Rogues, Alphas, and kings Alike. I was kidnapped, despite him telling people different. Everyone told me he was a monster, the beast that never loved, he didn't feel pain, or remorse. For a while I believed the stories and rumours, until I came to realise that the beast simply acted on the assumptions of others. They called him a beast. They treated him like an animal. So the animal he became. But I could see the pain, the agony that he feels every day of his life. Unable to see the world in colour ever again, completely blind in human form. Slowly I was falling for the Lycan, not realising that he was waiting to catch me. With enemies surrounding me, and old unfamiliar friends appearing out of thin air to reveal secrets that I had long forgotten, things get complicated. Lies are told, secrets are kept, and slowly but surely myself and the beast and ripping each other apart. Will we survive the wars? Or will it destroy us both? The truth is always revealed at one point, no matter how much it rips apart your happy little bubble. With an enemy stronger than us all, and older than time itself, how do we defend ourselves? He is coming for me, and he will kill everyone I've come to love if they step in his way. Little did any of us know that the key to the kings demise, was me. I have power beyond anything anyone has ever seen, I am the daughter of the mother moon, and he wants it. He wants it all. And he plans on burning those who even consider stopping him. READ TO FIND OUT... *INCLUDES SWEARING, VIOLENCE AND MATURE SCENES*

I Fell in Love with a Bad Boy by Beautiful_Tragedy8

CRINGE WARNING! First book I ever wrote on here!! -- "Sometimes the person who you are willing to take a bullet for is the person behind the gun." I stood peering over the cold lifeless body that lay before my eyes. I had always thought of death the enemy, but right now, I blessed it upon the person who is now at peace. Sometimes you don't need to be the smartest, or the fastest, but you do need to be wisest. They say the blood runs deeper than water, and I believe it, because even though the people that we love can turn on us and begin to hate us, they are only human, meaning that soon they will begin to see how short life really is and how it is not to be wasted. People who seem perfect and they look like they have no floors'; they are the people who are suffering, like I was. But I found my savior in the most uncommon place. He was able to look through my mask, he saw the cracks, and tried to fix the broken girl that hid away deep inside the girl who only wanted to be seen as 'fine'. I slowly began to find comfort and safety in him, and I did the same to him. We were two broken people becoming whole. Someone once said when you pass, if you can count your true friends on one hand you are beyond lucky, and I even though I did not like the person that lay before me, I know that he once had true friends, including me. I'm a 17 year old girl who has suffered more than any other, beginning to believe that 'Hope' was just another word the people throw around. Until I fell in love with a badboy. Trailer to the side -------------------> Made By @Laura__1 Cover made by @Beautiful_Tragedy8 Copyright 2014

Crisis Of Desire by shiaraxo

!WARNING! THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE/EXPLICIT CONTENT, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!! ---- There is this saying, or quote or whatever you want to call it, about love. "He set fire to the world around him, but never let a flame touch her" I always thought that that was the only way to love. That that was what love was supposed to be like. Protected and warm. Let me just say, that quote is total bullshit. Love with him isn't like that at all. It's the complete opposite. He would set fire to everything, burn down all he has, including me. As long as I was in his arms at night. As long as I slept in his bed. The only thing that mattered to him, is that I was his, no matter how many times he hurt me. On purpose or by accident. It didn't matter. Because he would heal me. He was my healer. He was the only one who could heal the burns he made on my skin, because it was him. So yes, he set fire to the world around him, but he would let it consume me, only to save me just before I die and heal me the way only he could. ------- Cataleya Valentina Velez - A girl everyone seems to fall for, but all she's focused on is her study. What happens when she and her friend, Neveah Aurora North, end up in some trouble. Not just any trouble. Trouble with the Curzio's. ------- A lot of POVs between the girls! If you don't like stories with different POVs, then this story is not for you!

Rejecting Alexa by http_S

"I could never hate you," I blurt out. Her head snaps up, and I see the hope twinkling in her eyes, which made it harder to say, "But it's just my wolf who wants you. That's what I mean. I really can't hate you, but I can sure as hell try. I can't stand to see your face, or to hear your voice. I'm so disgusted by you that it will start to affect my wolf. I can't stand to hear your heartbeat, you're better off dead," I whisper to her, forcing my words to be filled with hate and resentment. But it was a lie. I've already fallen for her * Meet Tristan, the egotistical Alpha that just can't admit he has feelings for his mate. Meet Alexa, the girl who didn't want a mate in the first place. A/N: Check out my other books too!

Yearn by FlynnsFryingPan

EXTRACT: She rises and hurries to the backyard door, turning towards me with an amused expression. "Catch me if you can." She challenges me, and I'm always willing to take one on. "Oh it's on." This time I wasn't planning on letting her win. She slid the door open and ran outside onto the green grass. Faith tried to careful to avoid slipping it due to the rain. I dashed there following her. "What are you guys doing?! Are you crazy?!" Allegra yells at us from the deck by the door. "You're so slow!" Faith looks back while running. "Oh just you wait Faith-" I catch up just behind really closing to grabbing hold of her. The rain soaked her brown hair and drenched her clothes but she didn't seem to mind. The appearance of her smile was only enhanced by her wet face. I realize I'm supposed to catch her and grab her, but as soon as I do, we both find ourselves slipping onto the grass. Swish. We rested on the lawn, catching our breath from the chase. Faith hovers over me and restrains me by pressing both of my wrists. In retaliation, I flip her over the same way and secure her. "Good try." I sneer and laugh at her unsuccessful attempt. I leaned over her frame, gazing straight into her deep brown eyes, and I had no intention of removing my gaze from them in the future. I seemed to have caught her off guard and she didn't know how to react. Time slowed down for a moment, it continued to downpour, there was still grass in her hair. And out of nowhere, Faith kissed my cheek. There's no way that just happened. ************ end of extract. I won't say I knew I wouldn't fall in love with him, I knew. The very first instant, from the first glance, from that sense of unfamiliar familiarity, I knew. And I think he did too. I wouldn't say it was love at first sight, rather just a feeling like I had some ties to this person, who knows maybe in a past life. Well anyway, I did, but little did I know that the first time it would ruin me. But the second time, It healed me.

Meeting Luke in 27 Days by ohempearls

"I know it doesn't makes sense, to wait for someone for so long just because I am holding on to his promise that he will come back to me. He might have even forgot about that, but still..." I choked as I am trying not cry. "Here I am, looking forward to see him after 7 long years, expecting him to tell me that he's coming back for me." I told her as tears flowed from my eyes. "Adam was right, I never loved anyone but Luke. It was always been Luke for me even if I have exactly no idea what I am for him now. I was just his past, his highschool sweetheart."

Protected by mer-remni

I'm scarred for life. I know Carson will be forever understanding, because he was there when it happened, but I didn't escape unscathed. It was so cruel. The abuse was evil. I decided his fate. I did, in court, in public. I was kidnapped. It was my fault, really. I dragged two of my best friends into it with me, and only one came out. It doesn't help that we were in close quarters for a lot of it, and he likes me. I like him. But I don't speak of that. I have no desire to date, and I don't want to hurt him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Read on to find out how everything that happens to Lexi. Her love life, her fun life and who 'He' is. I promise you'll enjoy it.

Diary Of A Teenage Girl by Feralleral

This is just for fun / a way to document how my life is going without having to worry about anyone finding a diary I dont have a real diary so im Just doing this on here. I dont write in here every day, and chapters are short most of the time. Just shit that happends in my life. Also i cant spell for shit, so if you read this, have fun (so fuxkings nuch of it is autocorect if I didnt have autocorenct it would look like tis.)

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The Heart's Unspoken Love

I never knew I was the only one to see the world like this. To see it as a world where no one ever spoke a word. A world where thoughts ran free. A world where there was silents all around. A world where no one listened. I never realized it. I never knew other's couldn't do it. I thought everyone was like this and this is why I thought the world had no sound and that no one spoke to each other anymore. And when I realized that I was the only one that had been unable to make a sound and unable to listen. I felt UNSPOKEN. I had gone through so much. I was so messed up that five different personalities were created and not only that, but I also got the ability to read other's mind. I know that's a good thing, but that's not the same as being heard and all I wanted was to be heard. I am Shay Underwood. This is my notebook of my life. I'm not mentally disabled, I am not dumb, I am not stupid, and I am not an idiot, I am a human, I am a person, I am Ian Miller. Don't treat me as if I am not. Don't treat me as if I'm different. Please accept me as I am. Please understand me. The beginning of something big. Being unspoken is just another way of saying, yet to be heard. Shay is UNSPOKEN and Ian is yet to be heard.