Storyline description of "why me?"...
Why not the thin girl? Why not the pretty and smart girl? Why me?
You don't hide yourself. You are a book to explore, once I start reading, I can't stop.
I'm ugly.
No you're not.
I'm stupid.
No you're not.
I'm worthless.
No you're not.
You won't love me anymore.
Never. You make my world spin, you are my lust, my drug and so much more, you are the reason I get out of bed every morning. You are the reason why I live. -you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey-.
You are amazing, I do not deserve you.
You deserve everything you have, you are an achiever and believer, that's why I love you.
But I'm blind, I am dying! I want you to be cherished and loved all your life, not by me who will stop living soon.
I don't want to be cherished, I want to love *you* and only *you*.
Don't let me go.
I'll never let you go.
I'll be waiting for you in heaven.
Please don't leave me. We still have time, we can start a life together.
Our love is so strong it wants us to be together forever. I'll watch down at you forever. Whenever you're lonely I'll be there, by your side.
Even if we are far from together, we will always be together, I'll always be next to you. Loving you, and only you.
I love you.
I love you too.
August & Colin | WRU series | book 1
We take risks. We make mistakes. We lie. We love. We hurt. We lose total control.
I took a risk. I paid the price.
I made a mistake. I felt the guilt.
I lied. I lie.
I loved. I try not to.
I hurt. I still do.
I lost control. I'm losing again.
I try to stick to my plan, I try to follow my rules, I try to silence my heart, I try to keep control of the domino stones that represent my life.
But one domino fell and the rest just followed.
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"We shouldn't do this," he whispers against my lips. I should applaud him for having the strength to act on that thought because I haven't been able to. At one point I wanted to, but his touches made the impulse to stop vanish. Now, the only thing I want to act on is the longing inside my chest as I think about demolishing the space between us.
"Do you want to stop?" I can feel his frown against my forehead. He nudges my nose before placing a featherlight kiss on my mouth. His hands slide over my jawline, his thumbs slowly caressing my cheeks. He gives me another kiss. Slow and deliberately, as if he's still debating the answer to my question as he slicks his tongue over mine. He softly sucks on my bottom lip, dragging it with him when he pulls away.
"I can't," he confesses before he presses his lips back on mine.
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