Lost in Silence

What the Hell? Why is my life such a train wreck, and a disaster? I try to make it seem like nothing bad ever happened... That my mom didn't run out on me, or that my dad wasn't so upset about my mom to make me live with my grandparents... I seriously try not to care! Take 100 and subtract 100! That's how many fucks I try to give about my life! I don't do drugs! I don't smoke... any more! And I'm still working on the drinking sadly. But other than that, I don't know why I only have a few friends! I seriously need to get a life... Or get in charge? Or learn a lesson? Maybe give one? Run away again? Get pregnant? Have a baby at 18? Or a puppy? With my mate? With somebody that isn't my mate? I have no fucking clue... Somebody help me before I flip out!!!