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Despair of the heart

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Reads 20,692
Votes 669
Parts 34
Time 8h 28m

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'I never thought that my worst nightmare would ever come to pass...' Misaki thought after tragedy had struck him once again... First it was his parents and now this... 'Please...please just let it be a dream...'


Disclaimer: As much as I dream or wish for it Junjou Romantica doesn't belong to me. This story is completely fictional, none of the characters belong to me. I merely wrote a fic based on the original  Junjou Romantica. 

Warning: This fic is rated R for a reason... It is based on a yaoi anime "Junjo Romantica"... for those who don't know what yaoi means it is 'BL' as in boys love as in malexmale... If you don't like that sort of thing this is your chance to escape... for those of you who do, i hope you like this story although it has a lot of drama and tragedy in it ;p...All Rights Reserved

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Light of my life || Tododeku by _Bunny_Boy_

Blind Izuku x Todoroki Todoroki was alone, all alone in the world, no friends, a father who didn't love him, and a mother who just seemed so distant, his siblings barely spoke to him. Izuku was alone, the only person he had was his mother, his dad had left home, his best friend bullied him, and he was quirkless. But there troubles didn't end there, they both faced fatal accidents, leaving one burned...and one blind. But these accidents, seemed to set them on a destiny to be together. But...can a miracle happen? (I HOPE U ENJOY MY THIRD FIC! sorry this one will be a lot more serious than my other 2, so warnings of angst, depression, course language, but also lots of fluff and cute shit)

A Broken Heart cannot be fixed (AkiToya) by staffof_thoma

"In the end, you and I were never an option." -------- Toya was a really great student and actually liked going to school. He and his friends would always have a great time together. But one day...everything changed. "Just because of Toya." School stopped being fun and the people he cherished so much eventually left. Just as the blue haired tries to forget everything, a ginger haired boy appears in his life and changes it another time... ...And most of the time, changes aren't something good. ... "Why am I throwing up flower petals...?" -------- Hanahaki Disease: A disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love and memories also disappear. The symptoms of the disease are summarized to strong pain, having flowers blooming in the heart and lungs, and then throwing them up. The disease begins with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity (and pain) until the victim is vomiting entire flowers, by which point the disease has entered its final stages... (Cover by me) TW⚠️-coughing/ throwing up, depression (?), suicide, mentions of blood and death Updates: Every Wednesday and Saturday Started: October 11th 2023. Ended: December 27th 2023. -English is not my first language, so I deeply apologize for any mistakes (and i also apologize if this is cringe) -- Top Rankings: #1 in "badend" (November 24th 2023) #1 in "akitoya" (December 09th 2023) #16 in "hanahakidisease" (January 06th 2024) #16 in "projectsekai" (September 2nd 2024)

The Accidental Love by amanjotkaur406

A love story started with an accident. He loved him but didn't know how to tell him. He writes it down in his diary but didn't get the chance to give it to him. ************ It's been 2 years, and he is still in a coma. He still doesn't know how I feel. Every day I just thought if I will ever be able to tell him that how much I regret teasing him. How much I regret that I'm not the one laying here but him. ************** Hello everyone. It's a "boys love" story. If you are not comfortable with it then please don't read. I have done my duty and gave you an alert. Now if you don't want to read it, it's your loss. This story is full of fun and only fun. It will be an awesome but sweet love story. For further stirring occasionally stay tuned. love you all.

𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖞𝖕𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 - Fundy X Preamanap by Zandurr

Dream was always known as a soft-ish badboy.. but as kinda bad ptsd.. But when it comes to the unreasonable boys.. he couldn't resist the earge to call them HIS.. his eyes red to green flashes.. Punz know as "double cross" he was trouble, or known to be.. teachers pretty much fear him let's him do as he pleases.. he seems to have a soft spot for these three.. next is Sapnap known as "arson boy, Blazikin" he likes to shot flaming shit at pepole, once again teachers bow to him like royalty. lastly, but centerly not lest, Fundy, he is a fox known as "bloodox" of you hurt his friends.. Your dead.. and very fucking spoild. everyone fears them.. and they all depseprtly want the dirty blond. A Dream x Punz x Sapnap x Fundy fanfic.

Disappearance [KilluGon] by YourMeraki

All my life I had never really experienced any hardships. Most people would say that I had the perfect life. That wasn't that far off from the truth. I had a nice home, a childhood best friend, I was popular at school, and even landed myself a girlfriend. I took it all for granted... I thought everything would be perfect like that forever. Thinking that was the biggest mistake I made. Little did I know, that in 12 hours, all of that was about to change. I'd be somewhere that shouldn't even exist. Somewhere completely unfamiliar. Somewhere...that wasn't perfect whatsoever ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Howdy yall! :D *THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN BOYXBOY MATERIAL AND MATURE CONTENT(ish). IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT THEN DON'T READ. :D* *I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS OR ART* HOPE YOU ENJOY ✌ (Started September 7th 2020) (Ended January 15th 2021)

I Can't Live Without You (Sequel) by 4LiberTEA

After going out for more than a year and a half, and actually living together for six months, the couple Kuroo and Kenma decide to come out to their parents. They invite both families over to announce the big news, and await their reactions anxiously. Unfortunately for the lovebirds, their parents are against their relationship and separate them by force. Kenma becomes more depressive than ever and no one has heard of Kuroo for a long while. Will the couple reunite? Under what circumstances ? How can the lovers live with such cruel rules? This is the continuation to my first KuroKen fic "I Can't Live Without You". If you haven't read it yet I strongly suggest you do to better understand what happened. Although it shouldn't be too complicated to connect the dots so the choice is yours. Warning : self harm, depression, drugs, triggers, sensitive subjects

His Jewelled Eyes by meowyume

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Light of my life || Tododeku cover

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The Accidental Love cover

𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖞𝖕𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 - Fundy X Preamanap cover

Disappearance [KilluGon] cover

I Can't Live Without You (Sequel) cover

His Jewelled Eyes cover

Stay [SasuNaru] cover

Talking to myself- YeonBin cover

Hope - a fateful moment (Vol.4) ✅️ cover

Light of my life || Tododeku

Blind Izuku x Todoroki Todoroki was alone, all alone in the world, no friends, a father who didn't love him, and a mother who just seemed so distant, his siblings barely spoke to him. Izuku was alone, the only person he had was his mother, his dad had left home, his best friend bullied him, and he was quirkless. But there troubles didn't end there, they both faced fatal accidents, leaving one burned...and one blind. But these accidents, seemed to set them on a destiny to be together. But...can a miracle happen? (I HOPE U ENJOY MY THIRD FIC! sorry this one will be a lot more serious than my other 2, so warnings of angst, depression, course language, but also lots of fluff and cute shit)