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Despair of the heart

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Reads 20,887
Votes 684
Parts 34
Time 8h 28m

Mature

angst boyxboy bxb comfort death drama hurt junjou junjouromantica love romance romantica tragedy

'I never thought that my worst nightmare would ever come to pass...' Misaki thought after tragedy had struck him once again... First it was his parents and now this... 'Please...please just let it be a dream...'


Disclaimer: As much as I dream or wish for it Junjou Romantica doesn't belong to me. This story is completely fictional, none of the characters belong to me. I merely wrote a fic based on the original  Junjou Romantica. 

Warning: This fic is rated R for a reason... It is based on a yaoi anime "Junjo Romantica"... for those who don't know what yaoi means it is 'BL' as in boys love as in malexmale... If you don't like that sort of thing this is your chance to escape... for those of you who do, i hope you like this story although it has a lot of drama and tragedy in it ;p...All Rights Reserved

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"dont hide...please" (neko) by lulu100500

◤ He was only 14 years old when his ◥ brother was assassinated. Leaving him with the role of taking over his families neko company. With the pain of losing his brother and not having the chance at a real teenage life he became empty. Now at the age of 22 he's become worse, he has no patience and is angered very easily. That didn't last too long though after saving a mistreated neko he began having feelings he'd never felt before ◣and discovers a long held secret. ◢ ((WARNING my book has some very serious topics, I PURPOSELY did not say their name in the description and This book was written in the time span of 5 years so the grammar and spelling changes through out the book depending on my age and editing )

"Oh." (Denki X Shinsou) by flowercloud44

As everyone is slowly falling asleep in piles, full chaos erupts at UA. Panic spreads all over, and fighting beside your loved ones becomes something inevitable. How will new and old love survive this? Will everyone survive with all their limbs intact? Will they ever recover? A story of Denki and Shinsou's love for each other. Other ships: A lot of BakuDeku, some KiriMina, little of JiroMomo, TodoSero, and TsuYami. WARINGS AND REMINDERS - This is a boyxboy fiction, if you don't like it, don't read it. - There will be NO SMUT. - Please no hating on other ships in the comments! - I OWN THE COVER ART, PLEASE DO NOT COPY! @Maddiecloud44 is my Insta

They Can't Bite. (A Diabolik Lovers X M!OC) by JustAGhostyGhost

Anim, A boy that came along as a two package deal with Yui Komori to a mansion that has some THIRSTY (literally) vampire brothers. Will the boy survive the night, or will he fall to his demise! ....... I don't own any character. I do own the oc. That's all on me. Anyhow, enjoy my attempt to writing a book. Ps. This a creak fic. Kind off.

A Broken Heart cannot be fixed (AkiToya) by staffof_thoma

"In the end, you and I were never an option." -------- Toya was a really great student and actually liked going to school. He and his friends would always have a great time together. But one day...everything changed. "Just because of Toya." School stopped being fun and the people he cherished so much eventually left. Just as the blue haired tries to forget everything, a ginger haired boy appears in his life and changes it another time... ...And most of the time, changes aren't something good. ... "Why am I throwing up flower petals...?" -------- Hanahaki Disease: A disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love and memories also disappear. The symptoms of the disease are summarized to strong pain, having flowers blooming in the heart and lungs, and then throwing them up. The disease begins with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity (and pain) until the victim is vomiting entire flowers, by which point the disease has entered its final stages... (Cover by me) TW⚠️-coughing/ throwing up, depression (?), suicide, mentions of blood and death Updates: Every Wednesday and Saturday Started: October 11th 2023. Ended: December 27th 2023. -English is not my first language, so I deeply apologize for any mistakes (and i also apologize if this is cringe) -- Top Rankings: #1 in "badend" (November 24th 2023) #1 in "akitoya" (December 09th 2023) #16 in "hanahakidisease" (January 06th 2024) #16 in "projectsekai" (September 2nd 2024)

I FOUND YOU (SUKUNA RYOUMEN X OC) by 2Brown_Eyes

Sukuna Ryoumen x Male OC short story "Just don't forget about me, okay?" "What are you talking about?" Despite being surrounded by huge amount of curses and sorcerers. Explosions and killings in the background. His attention is on this one person. "I'm afraid of dying without anyone knowing I exist," "I do and I will never forget about you," "Really? Promise me okay?" It's been thousands of years after that day. Memories are hazy. Blurry figures and familiar expressions. He's been having weird dreams about someone. Just when he was normally walking home from school. He encounters someone with some weird tattoos on his face. "W-what are you-?" "Hey what's your name?" "Not telling! Why?" Moreover, he had four eyes and a very manly tone voice. But then he smiled and said. "I found you," COMPLETED

The Accidental Love by amanjotkaur406

A love story started with an accident. He loved him but didn't know how to tell him. He writes it down in his diary but didn't get the chance to give it to him. ************ It's been 2 years, and he is still in a coma. He still doesn't know how I feel. Every day I just thought if I will ever be able to tell him that how much I regret teasing him. How much I regret that I'm not the one laying here but him. ************** Hello everyone. It's a "boys love" story. If you are not comfortable with it then please don't read. I have done my duty and gave you an alert. Now if you don't want to read it, it's your loss. This story is full of fun and only fun. It will be an awesome but sweet love story. For further stirring occasionally stay tuned. love you all.

Scars (Karma x Depressed Asano) (bxb) by Panda123382

Asano is tired, his home and school life is falling apart right before him. Surely things will take a turn for the better when a certain someone barges into his life....right? ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: THIS HAS TRIGGERING TOPICS SUCH AS SH, ED, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY ETC. I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANYONE FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE SO IF THESE ARE TRIGGERING PLEASE FIND ANOTHER FIC!! YOU HAVE BEEN WAAARRRNNNEEDDD Disclaimer: - I don't own the picture - I don't own any of the characters - The plot of the fanfic is mine ENJOY!! 😊

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Dream was always known as a soft-ish badboy.. but as kinda bad ptsd.. But when it comes to the unreasonable boys.. he couldn't resist the earge to call them HIS.. his eyes red to green flashes.. Punz know as "double cross" he was trouble, or known to be.. teachers pretty much fear him let's him do as he pleases.. he seems to have a soft spot for these three.. next is Sapnap known as "arson boy, Blazikin" he likes to shot flaming shit at pepole, once again teachers bow to him like royalty. lastly, but centerly not lest, Fundy, he is a fox known as "bloodox" of you hurt his friends.. Your dead.. and very fucking spoild. everyone fears them.. and they all depseprtly want the dirty blond. A Dream x Punz x Sapnap x Fundy fanfic.

⚜️Leave me alone [meanie fanfiction] by pinchofaffection

"Why can't you just leave me alone? Stop, please, your gonna get hurt, I don't want that!" Wonwoo exclaimed, pushing himself away from mingyu. "It's okay, I won't get hurt, don't worry, no one is going to hurt me..." Mingyu explained calmly, hugging wonwoo tighter, yet, his touch so gentle. "No, you don't understand..." wonwoo whispered, falling into mingyu's arms, his mind slowly going blank. __________________________________ A/N Hey readers, this is my first time writing a fanfiction. I hope you enjoy this story! (Unedited) (Start: 17/9/2016) (End: 28/3/2017)

Underestimated Pain- Junjou Romantica by BerryBerryBlitz

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"dont hide...please" (neko) cover

"Oh." (Denki X Shinsou) cover

They Can't Bite. (A Diabolik Lovers X M!OC) cover

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I FOUND YOU (SUKUNA RYOUMEN X OC) cover

The Accidental Love cover

Scars (Karma x Depressed Asano) (bxb) cover

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"dont hide...please" (neko)

◤ He was only 14 years old when his ◥ brother was assassinated. Leaving him with the role of taking over his families neko company. With the pain of losing his brother and not having the chance at a real teenage life he became empty. Now at the age of 22 he's become worse, he has no patience and is angered very easily. That didn't last too long though after saving a mistreated neko he began having feelings he'd never felt before ◣and discovers a long held secret. ◢ ((WARNING my book has some very serious topics, I PURPOSELY did not say their name in the description and This book was written in the time span of 5 years so the grammar and spelling changes through out the book depending on my age and editing )