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Despair of the heart

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Parts 34
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Reads 20,786
Votes 677
Parts 34
Time 8h 28m

Mature

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'I never thought that my worst nightmare would ever come to pass...' Misaki thought after tragedy had struck him once again... First it was his parents and now this... 'Please...please just let it be a dream...'


Disclaimer: As much as I dream or wish for it Junjou Romantica doesn't belong to me. This story is completely fictional, none of the characters belong to me. I merely wrote a fic based on the original  Junjou Romantica. 

Warning: This fic is rated R for a reason... It is based on a yaoi anime "Junjo Romantica"... for those who don't know what yaoi means it is 'BL' as in boys love as in malexmale... If you don't like that sort of thing this is your chance to escape... for those of you who do, i hope you like this story although it has a lot of drama and tragedy in it ;p...All Rights Reserved

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Miracle or curse? - Junjou Romantica cover

Light of my life || Tododeku cover

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The Accidental Love cover

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the sun and his moon

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