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Life of an Indian failure{completed}

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LECTURAS 3,284
Votos 534
Partes 14
Hora 1h 6m

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(Highest rank- #80 in general fiction)
  
  I look down from the window.
  
  "This is gonna be enough",
  
  I think to myself as I grab the sides of the window and attempt to climb it.
  
  I sit on the window sill with my legs facing outside, everything looked so tiny from up here, the cars, the buses, the stray dogs.. Even the humans..
  
  I stand on top of the sill and take a moment to myself. My life wasn't supposed to end here! I wasn't supposed to fall in love, or get distracted!
  
  I feel like crying and a tear escapes my eyes, I look to the ground and take a deep breath.
  
  "It's time to let go", I think to myself.
  
  My cold fingers slowly let go of the edge and I close my eyes. I feel myself being pulled.
  
  My breathing hardens, and I fall, maybe to my death..
  
  "I'm sorry, Sid", I say before I close my eyes, maybe forever..Todos los derechos reservados

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