Coffee and Spilled Ink
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Last published Thu, Oct 5, 2017
"I desire the things which will destroy me in the end" - sylvia plath.
This story ultimately chronicles what it is like to love an abuser. The love is exhilarating and enticing and perfect in one breath, and absolutely devastating in another.
This story is fictional, but based on events in my own personal life. I wrote this to cope.
Read with caution as it may be triggering.
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