Unsent Letters

Thoughts of us come crashing through my mind every single time I see random things around me, random people, places we've been to, things we used to do. I knew I had to let you go and I had to let these memories of us subside down the deepest abyss. Sometimes I still think about you and the things that might have happened If I still had you. What if I never let this happen? What if you never gave up and let me go? What if I never loved you too much? What if you still love me now? What if?