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Change it all
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Ongoing, First published Feb 09, 2014
I shouldn't have choosen him , he was no good. He only hurt but , I knew he was going to. How can you stay away from the one you love , even when you know he's toxic? I couldn't. I loved him. Love destroys you to rebuild in the mos unexpected way.
WARNING! There's some mature content.
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