Cancer (FRERARD)

A few months ago was the worst day of my life. The day I was diagnosed with lung cancer, a type of cancer that would stay for a while though it was terminal, and there was nothing anyone could do about it. Ray was shocked, he was in denial about it all. Mikey didn't show any expression, but I knew my brother, I could see his eyes. He was crying inside. And Frank... he took it badly. I don't know what happened for sure, but... he just started shaking and I think he blacked out. But like I said, I don't know for sure. All I could think about was that... the hardest part of this was leaving him. It took over me... and apparently I had a panic attack, apparently I blacked out. Now I'm here in the hospital. Alone.