Growing up, TJ Detweiler always had grandiose visions for himself, his career, his life. Only, as the years went by and time edged inevitably forward, his visions shrank as he became more aware of what was likely and what was ridiculous. What were the delusions of a child and the goals of an adult.
Imagine his dismay, perhaps even his terror, when he wakes up one day and realizes that he's given everything up. His hopes, his dreams, his aspirations: he's traded them all in to walk the path of responsibility and mediocrity. At twenty four, he's an office drone living in a two bedroom apartment with, of all people, Guru Kid, now known only as a buttoned-down drone named James, in another city, far from his friends, his family, and his old life.
A desperate if cryptic email from Spinelli triggers a deep fracture in his soul. In a moment of existential desperation, TJ temporarily abandons his life, hops on a plane, and heads back to his old stomping grounds. Intent on finding Spinelli and helping her with whatever problem she now finds herself in, he instead finds himself being led through a long, dark, rainy night by Randall, who seems thrilled at the prospect of showing TJ what became of all their varied classmates...
A boy, a teen, a triplet, an athlete, the "pretty boy" who everyone adored. He was Kade, captain of the football team. He was a star, the one that everyone loved. Who wouldn't want that kind of attention? He hated it....he tried to get through to people that he was regular just like him and that he didn't need to be put on a throne just to be normal.
No one understood. No one listened. Kade felt as if no one could hear him, only see him on the field.
This feeling made him fall into depression...this leads to chains and chains of never ending bad luck and tortures....could he ever escape his demons or will they soon, over power him?