"Broken things can be beautiful too."
Jennifer's P.O.V
"Why is it that when I look at you I just can't turn away? Why is it that when I look into your eyes I feel like I'm being pulled into our universe again? Why is it that when I kiss someone else I can't help but think of you? Why is it that when I'm finally as happy as I ever could be, an image of you pops up in my head and the happiness just fades away? Why is that even though we're over, my heart believes that our universe never ceased to exist? Tell me why?!" I yelled, letting out all the anger bottled up inside me.
"Because darling," he said whilst stepping closer towards me, "both your heart and mind" he stepped closer until we were only inches away. He brought his hands to my cheeks and wiped a lone tear away. He brought his mouth down to my right ear and whispered, "are still in love with me."
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Jennifer Winston. An ordinary seventeen year old girl with a not so ordinary past. You'd think that she is as happy as she possibly could be. But hey, don't judge a book by its cover. She may smile all she wants, but, the news of her Dad being alive and yet not bothering about her, is enough to break her to pieces. And of course, there are feelings. No, these feelings aren't for her boyfriend. They're reserved only for her ex-boyfriend.
Ryan Anderson. A pretty popular boy at school with a heartbreaking past. You'd imagine him as the typical popular boy with the perfect family and the perfect girlfriend by his side. But, that's not him. That used to be him when Jennifer was by his side. But, that's the past now. Besides, she seems better off without him. Living is tough. But, living a life where the only person you ever loved isn't yours, is poison in itself. He might be dying everyday but, oh well, he's got secrets to keep.
What happens when the secrets are unraveled? Will Jennifer acknowledge her feelings for her ex-boyfriend, or, will they crash and burn? Uh oh, trouble in paradise? Hell yeah.
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Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright