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I'll Be Holding on to You

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Reads 62,134
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Parts 56
Time 8h 37m

FairlyLocalTreehouse

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"Who would you live for? Who would you die for? . . . And would you ever kill?"

Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood. Dorienne and her best friends definitely fall into that category, and have spend much of their lives recovering from surviving. When someone dares to hurt those they love, the gifted teens commit an untraceable act of vengeance and justice.

But the harm has already been done, and in the aftermath they lose one of their own, leaving them reeling.

Now in their early twenties, they find themselves shakily rising once more. New friends bring some much-needed happiness into their lives, as well as unexpected romance . . . even as love forms new ties within the group. Maybe there can be life after loss, however different it may be.

"Okay, I know that there are terrible, terrible people out there, but listen. I also know that there are people who stop and stare at tiny plants growing out of sidewalk cracks, people who laugh so loud they snort, people who compliment others randomly, people who take pictures of their friends because they love seeing their friends happy, people who ramble about things that they're passionate about, people who blush and stutter, people who are kind, people who are warm, people who love and love and love and love." -AnonymousAll Rights Reserved

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