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My Twisted Mind

Broken-Blackbird

Leituras 88
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Leituras 88
Votos 8
Capítulos 8
Tempo <5 mins

Broken-Blackbird

anxiety depression dissociation eatingdisorder ednos mpd osfed selfharm suicidal weightloss

**TRIGGER WARNING**
  Welcome to another broken journal of mine! For any of my long time readers, you may remember I had another journal at one time where I took you on a walk through the dark forest of my mind. Well, now it's time I take you on that walk again. If you do choose to read this, please be aware things may get dark and could possibly be triggering. You have been warned. Anywho, this will probably mostly be weight and personality stuff since those are the two things most active right now, but it may contain some other stuff relating to self harm and other possibly triggering things. Honestly, I see this as probably being a journal I use to focus a lot on my weight loss. Maybe it won't be all about that. Who knows. But if you don't care for my entries, please just don't read them. So welcome to my (new) broken journal! Enjoy?

*Note: I do not promote or glorify any of the things I deal with. They are hell. The only reason I seem comfortable with them is because once you're in hell for so long you get used to the heat.*Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Struggling with an Ed, de addystarrrr

TW For the whole book!!! This is just a book of what goes through my mind as someone with an undiagnosed eating disorder :)

Silence (Muke Hybrid), de Fangirls_4ever

**I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN 5TH GRADE SO IM SORRY FOR ALL THE GRAMMAR AND SPELLING MISTAKES I HAVEN'T LOOKED BACK AT THIS OR EDIT IT SINCE I ENDED IT** *** EDIT #2 🤡WTF WAS I THINKING WHEN I MADE FHIS**** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Are you okay?" *Silence* "I promise I won't hurt you" *Silence* "What's your name?" *Silence* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *WARNING: TRIGGERING ABUSE ANOREXIA SELF-HARM SUICIDE*

The Words I couldn't Say, de -silentmochi

This is a place for me to put all the things I wish I said but I just couldn't. These are a way for me to "say" these things without actually saying them to the person I want to. I probably won't ever go back or read any of these because it's like revisiting a bad memory so don't expect much in terms of editing. Also I wouldn't consider this poetry but it is laid out that way. WARNING Talk of depression, suicide, anxiety, and self harm. Don't read if you don't like things like that and may get triggered. I don't mean to cause anyone problems of any sort, but these are the things I feel and can't help. Please keep negativity away as this is a sensitive subject for a lot of people. Thank you. Highest rankings: 99 in sadpoems Highest rankings: 118 in iwannadie

Oneshots written to cope with self-harm, de ergonomadical

I am currently updating this with some of my older works, but not actively writing. You can leave requests, but the chances of me actually writing them are very low due to freetime and motivation <3 tw: do not read if self harm, depression, anxiety and the like have any chances of triggering you stay safe yall <3 Request guidelines - no smut, no graphic SA, no ED, just do to my personal comfort levels writing said topics feel free to request from any fandom, ive watched and real a lot of shit so I might be in it lol included fandoms: sk8 the infinity bsd mha haikyuu mcu hxh voltron harry potter some random books

Stuck In Hell With My Enemy, de Toxiic_Lay

"What the fuck is your problem?" I asked my sworn enemy. "Have you lost your damn mind!" I scream at the top of my lungs. This bitch better answer me before I lose my shit. "HELLOO!" I get closer this time. Now I'm directly in his face screaming at him. "WILL YOU FUCKING AN- mmfp." I was suddenly cut off by his lips on mine. He pushed his tongue into my mouth, exploring every inch like he's starving. He lets me go and I have to gasp in order to catch my breath. I already know my face is flushed and red. "Are you done princess?" He asked in his dark gravely tone. Dammit if he doesn't stop with this princess thing I think I may fall in love. "Yes, now what the fuck was that for?" I took a step back, so he doesn't decide to just kiss me again. I can't do that again. I am almost one hundred percent sure my panties are soaked. "You were talking too much." Then he just walked away. God he's such an asshole! ~*~ Clara is stuck in this hell hole of a place because of the fact that her parents are blackmailing her to stay. Will she be able to find love here with a certain Kylo Miller or will she push him away because she's scared of being hurt again? I guess we'll find out together. ~*~ THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN: Mature language Mature themes Explicit sexual scenes Mentions of death Mentions of Eating disorders

Not me. (2023), de MineOnlyFriend2

so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.

Someone New ✓, de wambuimuiruriii

"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard

Mountains, de l00stl00s33r

TW warning: Self harm, suicide attempt, suicidal ideation. I wanted to type a story apart from my normal. As we all have been through quarantine, I have seen a lot of deteriorating mental health for a lot of people. I decided to write a heavier piece pulling from my experience and other people because bringing awareness to the alone-ness we can experience is important so we can all feel a little closer together. I felt it was also fitting recalling a tweet where Dream had reached out to a fan when they mentioned that they were struggling. (Not a recommendation to use poor mental health to get your favorite YT's attention, just an example) If this hard topic is not up your alley, you may have to wait a little until I release a different fanfic. *It may not be another Dream one though* Checkout who the story is about: Dream/Clay/DreamWasTaken: IG: Dreamwastaken Youtube: Dream Minecraft: Dream Twitter: Dream Snapchat: Dreampublic Last warning, READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. Mature themes are explored, including and not limited to sexual content and poor mental health.

Anneliese, de pitifulkisses

Anneliese is an empathetic, goofy, outgoing young woman who has struggled finding a place to discover herself. Often looking for new ways to meet friends, she wouldn't pass the opportunity to chat someone up. Even a stranger at the diner she works at to pass time and support herself. A dedicated man takes to the nativity of Anneliese. He's direct and prefers to keep to himself. Even an isolated man by choice can't withstand Anneliese's pull. Gravitating towards her, he manages to bring her a sense of comfort to the new beginnings in life. Not all beginnings are as true as they let off. ~ ❀ ~ I can't help but stare at her. Her face, lips, and smile, and her nose. Even her long, curled lashes. "Let's do a butterfly kiss!" She exclaims, pulling my face close suddenly. Kiss? My heart hammers in my chest, my breath hitching. Her small hands hold my face close to hers. It's not very forceful, I could pull away if I wanted to, but I let her have control. Her hands are warm and soft against my jaw. Getting closer, her eyes lashes flutter and I find myself holding my breath. She brushes her lashes to mine, her breath fanning against my lips. Subconsciously, I lean forward, wanting my lips to be on hers. June flutter her lashes, grazing her lashes to mine. Out of nowhere she bursts out in a fit of laughter. I flinch back. Butterfly kiss. That was not a fucking kiss. ~ ❀ ~ #1 cliche 2025 #1 sweatheart 2025 #1 opposites 2026 *Warning* Mature themes will be covered (language, actions, etc).

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Struggling with an Ed

TW For the whole book!!! This is just a book of what goes through my mind as someone with an undiagnosed eating disorder :)