If Only

If you think you know what this feeling is, you don't. No one does. I am literally the only person alive who isn't happy with her friends. The only person who gets left out, feels left out, gets yelled at for no reason, and feels unwanted. This is my life. Every single day I wake up and wish I had chosen a different group of friends. Don't you dare say that you know this feeling, that you've been here before. Because you haven't. It is scientifically proven that no two people can feel the same thing. You can act like you have, but you can't. I mean, obviously two people can feel sad, happiness, joy. But it effects us differently. For instance, when I feel sad, I want to die. But not yet. I have to talk to you first. I need to tell someone. So this is why I'm doing this. To let people know what I feel and how it effected me.