Maudlin
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Last published Fri, Oct 17, 2014
I shake off every negative feeling I have and continue on with the days as they turn into weeks, months and years. I set fire to everything and watch it burn and turn to ashes, yet it does not bring closure. It doesn't help with any of the pain, on the contrary it just reminds me how bad everything played out. That i am burning the remainder of whats left.... memories and all.
My name is Madeline and this is my story.....
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