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Elena's Book of Thoughts

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I've been writing this book for about a year now. It started off as a way for me to hold onto or save pieces of writing or journalisms I had created that I didn't trust on paper and wanted to keep with me. It quickly turned into a way for me to rant, or spill. At this point in my life, it has become a way to express my feelings with people I don't have to worry about judging me. And I also do this as a map. To see where I am, but more importantly where I have come from. I can share my life story. Not the one that people see of me, the one I hide. The life story of my head. My thoughts. So welcome, to Elena's Book of Thoughts.All Rights Reserved

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Just A Mess by EllieLostHerMind

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Point Of Views by drowsybeast

(FIRST POETRY BOOK) - 2016 COLLECTION Pieces I made certainly suitable for you! If you are heart broken, one sided, the one who got away, unrequited love and lots and lots of more. Then, you deserve to read the perks of reality. Cause you see, love has its good and bad sides. Realization is the answer, crying are for losers. Those people who aren't experiencing heart breaks and stuff, you can read it too! As long as you don't judge. Because this is the tears of my pen. I wrote random point of views, random story, such people who have stories that I wanted to tell everything here, and some of them are just made up, some are based on experience or its either based on other's experience that was shared to me a few days or weeks ago. So here, are the point of views you could relate to.

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 (𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐄) by moonlightforks

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Love never dies - Klaus Michaelson by 1mixedlady20

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