Elena's Book of Thoughts
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I've been writing this book for about a year now. It started off as a way for me to hold onto or save pieces of writing or journalisms I had created that I didn't trust on paper and wanted to keep with me. It quickly turned into a way for me to rant, or spill. At this point in my life, it has become a way to express my feelings with people I don't have to worry about judging me. And I also do this as a map. To see where I am, but more importantly where I have come from. I can share my life story. Not the one that people see of me, the one I hide. The life story of my head. My thoughts. So welcome, to Elena's Book of Thoughts.
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"You really gonna do this Alexa?" Elena snarls at her, and she chuckles, "You started this Elena. Don't try and act like the victim." Alexa snaps back and Elena frowns. "You took everything from me, what was I supposed to do? Watch you shine in all your glory?" Elena asks, and if looks could kill, Alexa would be dead by now. "Oh really, what did you I take from the precious Elena?" Alexa snaps back, waiting for her twin sisters pitiful response. Elena, "Him. He was mine." And when those words leave Elena's mouth, Alexa knew exactly who this was about. Alexa smirks and starts taking steps towards her sister, "Was he really yours if he wanted me so bad?" And that's all it takes. or Alexa was shy. She rarely left the house and she barely had any friends. Elena was outgoing. She was always out of the house and had tons of friends. They were complete opposites. But somehow they managed to get into a huge mess together, dragging Jeremy and all their friends with them. But first, it all started when two brothers came to town. - I wrote this when I was 12 so it's a bit messy.. BUT check out my other story Maria Salvatore!! That is the story I'm currently working on and it's much better than this, to be quite honest. Thanks.Complete
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