Zodiac divide

In my town well one outta thirteen I live. We are divided by our zodiac signs. I just want to see my real family because I don't belong here. I know I don't. I'm a cancer and my birthday is July 16. But I know this 'family' isn't really mine. They are not my parents and I am not their child. Well not really like foster care but the r e a l family was never their for you well kinda forced. I tried to escape the border but I was punished by the law. Even if you go to grab a soccer ball from another place punished. If a bully throws you across punished. I want to belong somewhere and know I do. Not just 'Hey here is home' and it not actually be. My name is Jessica and this is my journey.