Gone, Lost and Alone
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Ongoing38m
Last published Thu, Jun 6, 2024
" I thought it was over, thought the worst was behind me.
I had moved on, healed, learnt to live with it. I even learned to love again.
I was wrong."
Her name is Buttercup Morgan. A gorgeous girl that boys can't get enough of, who girls envy, who parents adore and who loathes herself.
Why? Because the love of her life abandoned her. Because those she loves are gone. Because she is left to face her traumatizing past and the secrets it holds.
But soon she will realize that she is not as alone as she thought. She will find all the love, strength and happiness she didn't know she could have.
And all with the help of her two adorable cousins and the dazzling brown eyed boy.
"I can't do it" I lament.
"You can". He smiles. " After all what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Right? "
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