I sit here thinking,
What a mess I’ve become,
Haunting memories,
Of the bad things I’ve done,
Punishing myself,
When things go wrong,
I’m fed up of feeling;
That I don’t belong.
Whatever I do,
It never seems to go right,
So I stay up worrying,
Late every night,
I bottle up my problems,
Hope they might go away,
But sadly they return,
Every single day.
-Excerpt from "Hiding The Truth", by Gemma Nolan.
Sonia Pratt is a single mother with only one goal in life: Never stop running. Ever since The Night (as she has come to call it so as to avoid ever addressing the problem), she has strived zealously after that goal, and succeeded. She and her son never stay in a town for more than a month, and with each town, she leaves behind a mystery; the mystery that is her life.
After moving into Silver Pines, California, Sonia assumes that it will be like any other home she has ever lived in. Unpack, find some work, quit after three weeks, pack, and move again. But when Matthias Barton, another single parent of a feisty and charismatic little girl, decides to invest in her, she finds that leaving is harder than she wanted it to be. Yet, even as Matthias shows every ounce of kindness that he has to her, she pushes him away and hides behind the mask that her years of running has created. Little does he know, with every day that passes, she is haunted and pursued by her dark past; a past that will never leave her alone. Ever.
[COMPLETED] Autumn Cross is now in 12th grade at her new school, Willington High, with only one goal in mind: passing the 12th grade and going to a good college. But her world changes when she meets Ryder Becker.
Ryder Becker is one of the most popular boys in all of Willington High. I mean, all the boys want to be him and all the girls worship him. He could care less about grades because he knows that football is what's going to get him into a good college. But his carelessness in grades changes when he meets Autumn.
Not only does Autumn get partnered up with Ryder for the biggest class project of the whole year, she also lives on the same street as him. In the beginning she thinks it's a total curse, but maybe it's a blessing in disguise...
They both may pretend on the outside that they are fine, but truth be told, they are both broken. The way his smile doesn't match his sad eyes draws her towards him, and the scars and bruises on her skin draw him towards her. A cure for your sadness could be another person, right? Well put her broken pieces together with his, and you have cracked the code. Love could put their broken pieces back together.
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A sky full of stars and he was still staring at me.
"Why are you staring like that?" I asked him.
"You scare me, Autumn." Ryder admitted.
"How come?"
He looked down at the grass beneath us then back at me and gulped. "Because I want to tell you secrets I'm too scared to admit to myself."
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🤍I wrote this when I was around 13-14 (i'm 19 now) so some chapters may be cringy but I am too lazy to rewrite them, and still so many people enjoy this book and i'm truly grateful! But sorry in advance for scenes that may seem unrealistically cringe...I was young and naive. But anyways,enjoy the book (hoping to write more books in the future)🤍
Highest rank: 2019
#1 scars 03/12
#7 love 04/30
#4 romance 06/07
#1 highschool 06/07
#5 teen fiction 06/09
#1 cute 06/15
#1 lovers