I sit here thinking,
What a mess I’ve become,
Haunting memories,
Of the bad things I’ve done,
Punishing myself,
When things go wrong,
I’m fed up of feeling;
That I don’t belong.
Whatever I do,
It never seems to go right,
So I stay up worrying,
Late every night,
I bottle up my problems,
Hope they might go away,
But sadly they return,
Every single day.
-Excerpt from "Hiding The Truth", by Gemma Nolan.
Sonia Pratt is a single mother with only one goal in life: Never stop running. Ever since The Night (as she has come to call it so as to avoid ever addressing the problem), she has strived zealously after that goal, and succeeded. She and her son never stay in a town for more than a month, and with each town, she leaves behind a mystery; the mystery that is her life.
After moving into Silver Pines, California, Sonia assumes that it will be like any other home she has ever lived in. Unpack, find some work, quit after three weeks, pack, and move again. But when Matthias Barton, another single parent of a feisty and charismatic little girl, decides to invest in her, she finds that leaving is harder than she wanted it to be. Yet, even as Matthias shows every ounce of kindness that he has to her, she pushes him away and hides behind the mask that her years of running has created. Little does he know, with every day that passes, she is haunted and pursued by her dark past; a past that will never leave her alone. Ever.
"Admit he scarred you, made you loose all the trust you had in anyone. Admit he's back and you feel endangered."
"Why are you doing this?" I whisper, my eyes starting to itch with the urge to let the tears fall endlessly. I didn't want to remember any of that, and he's bringing it back.
Pablo shakes me slightly, as if to wake me up, "Admit you're scared and want to take him down." As a tear falls down my face, Pablo halts and presses his lips on it as it drops. I stare at him with my mouth slightly ajar, and he continues on, his eyes growing soft. "Admit it, y yo te ayudare. I will help you."
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Follow Madison Lockey on a journey to face her abusive past, the elusive present, and promising future. When her nightmare ex comes back to haunt her, her family, and her friends, she does the one thing she knows how to do. Push people away. However, when Pablo Remires, a fierce and determined spanish exchange student, comes to live in the Lockey Household, Madison realizes there are some things she can't conceal. Will Pablo break her false facade and help her, or will she push him away as well?