You can't catch a fox by staring down the trail it left. You know that part well; predict and prepare for the step ahead. A void will not fill itself. To restore parity, you must leave all that is known - the comfort of its nostalgia - as it will do you no more good. Fall deep into an abyss of unknown. Forget all, forgive all, and let freedom reign. You cannot seek the solution if you are shackled to the problem. If there was something truly precious once had that is now lost, it will not be regained by moving backward or remaining stagnant. Though moving forward without it is a mountain insurmountable, it holds the only chance of a life worth living.