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bray_is_love
Complete, First published Feb 11, 2014
Mature
depressionfriendsgoodhappyhelphighschoollossloveplacereadromancesecretsstorysuicidesuspenseteenunexpected
Erin Finster. 
Such a plain name for a girl that meant so much.
A story of a 17 year old girl who has had it rough for a while now. Getting raped isn't always sympathetic. Some people can still hate you for something you tried to prevent. Erin tries to overcome her past by trying to make a new future for herself with her crush Corbin. Also her bestfriends' boyfriend. But when he doesn't return the same feelings and Erin's world is crashing down...
Can someone save her before it's too late?
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