Alexis, This is it - A Suicide Story
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Contenu pour adultesEn cours d'écriture<5 mins
Dernière publication ven., oct. 20, 2017
All of this is for no reason, why am I here? No one has told me. I'm 19 and I have yet to attend a college. My mom is pressuring me to attend. Dad is an alcoholic. What's the point? I've got nothing to lose. Get it over with.
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I have a lot of secrets. Trying out for my new school's football team disguised as a boy is only the beginning. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm developing a disturbing crush on a teammate. But that's not my worst secret. Nobody here knows I have a twin brother named Pax. Or that he died last year. And that I might be delusional because I see him and hear him, everywhere. Or maybe it's the guilt that haunts me. Because I know deep down that my father is the one who killed him. And keeping that secret somehow makes me complicit. But my biggest secret of all is that I'm afraid that I'll never be able to forgive my dad for Pax's death. Until I can put that ghost to rest, my brother's spirit will be forever lost in the liminal space between this world and the next. And I am lost in this world without him.
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